NB. Deacons preaching this weekend. Here's my 1st Sunday of Lent homily from 2010. Never preached b/c I was in Rome at the time. Comments, as always, are welcomed.
1st Sunday of Lent
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
SS. Domenico e Sisto, Roma
Who knows what tempts you better
than you do? You know the sights that can draw your eye; the
possibilities that make your heart beat a little faster; the delights
that lead you off the righteous path into the wilderness of sin. If
power and prestige can't tempt you, maybe vengeance or victory can. If
food, drink, sex have no inordinate appeal to you, maybe possessions or
dissolute daydreams can grab you. Though what tempts each of us is
calculated to appeal to an individual weakness, all of our weaknesses
together share a common theme: sell eternal life for the price of a
moment's indulgence; exchange enduring love for temporary affection,
divine mercy for worldly pardon. Temptation is all about showing us
what we can have right now if we would just let go of all that we have
been given as heirs to the Kingdom. The Devil whispers, “Sign over your
eternal inheritance, and I'll give you everything you desire right
now.” You do know what you want, right? I mean, you can draw up a list
of desires; catalog everything you need, true? If you can't, no
worries. The Devil is here to help. If anyone knows what you desire
better than you do, it's the Fallen Angel. He's eager to parade all of
God's eternal rewards before you. The catch? Nothing he can show you
is his to give. Everything he can show you comes with a price.
We might wonder why the Holy
Spirit leads Jesus into the desert to be tempted by the Adversary. Is
there really any chance that he might surrender to temptation and fall
from his Father's grace? Could the Devil win? Nope. Jesus can be
tempted, but he cannot sin. If he cannot sin, what's the point of
tempting him? Why does the Devil waste his time? Quite apart from the
fact that it is the Devil's nature to tempt God's children to sin, it's
important for us to see how temptation works, to understand what's so
appealing about what the Devil has to offer and why his wares are so
dangerous. The first thing we must remember about the Devil is that he
is a fallen angel. Once, he was placed at the pinnacle of the Lord's
angelic hierarchy. He enjoyed God's favor; lived at the foot of the
Throne. He has seen what awaits us if we endure in Christ. He also
knows that if we endure in Christ and find ourselves face-to-face with
the Divine, his self-imposed loneliness and despair is made all the more
intense. By enduring in Christ, we abandon for eternity the demonic
agenda of rebellion against our Father. And Rebellion longs for nothing
more than it longs for miserable company. So, the Devil's recruitment
program is simple: offer us our heavenly reward to be enjoyed now;
tempt us to borrow against our inheritance and party 'til it's spent.
Think about what tempts you.
Why do those particular things appeal to you? What is it about power,
prestige, sex, money, vengeance, food/drink, etc. that draws your eye?
Are you so corrupted, so deeply fallen that you long for these delights?
Maybe so. But your corruption doesn't explain why power, prestige,
sex, etc. are appealing. Our fall from grace doesn't explain the lure
of greed or envy or wrath. Pride, sloth, lust, etc. are all states of a
soul already surrendered to temptation. Why do these souls surrender?
Remember what the Devil knows. He has seen what awaits us if we endure
in Christ. Having seen our perfected reward in heaven, he can show us
imperfect copies, distorted imitations. In fact, the only thing he can
tempt us with is cheap knock-offs, bootlegged versions of the prizes
Christ has already awarded us. The temptation to indulge in inordinate
sexual desire is nothing more than an offer to fake a genuine loving
relationship. The temptation is indulge wrath through vengeance is
nothing more than an offer to distort true justice in charity.
Everything that tempts us to sin is a godly desire perverted to serve
Rebellion.
This is what Jesus teaches us in
the desert. Everything the Devil uses to lure Jesus into the demonic
fold already belongs to the Lord. Christ already possesses all wealth,
all power, all bodily fulfillment. The only course left to the Devil is
to promise to give these treasures to Jesus now. Skip the teaching and
preaching, skip the miracles; skip the beatings, the ridicule, the
Cross. Skip all the nasty, brutal pain and suffering and all this can
be yours. Jesus answers the Devil by saying, in essence, “These are
mine already. You cannot give what is not yours.” The Devil is
defeated not by the force of Christ's will to endure temptation but by
the fact that the fallen angel has nothing to give, nothing with which
to reward those who surrender to him. All he can do is hold a filthy
mirror up to the Father's heavenly treasures and promise that the murky
reflections are the real thing. The Devil is crushed by truth.
Can we turn this episode in the
desert into a weapon against temptation? Yes! If the Devil is only
able to tempt us using fun-house mirrors to make fraudulent promises of
treasure, then all we need do is carefully examine what it is that
tempts us. If we can discern our temptations, we can discern what it is
that we most desire from God. If I am tempted by worldly prestige,
then perhaps what I most desire from God is the chance to use my gifts
for His glory. If I am tempted by inordinate sexual desires, then
perhaps what I most desire from God is the gift to truly love without
limits. Our weapon against temptation is not willful, stoic resistance
but prayerful discernment for clarity about what gifts we need to do the
work we have been given to do. Certainly, we can resist temptation but
even the strongest walls eventually fall when placed under siege. At
what point in the battle do we come to believe that by resisting
temptation we are actually refusing a divine gift? That's the greatest
temptation of all! How many Christians commit adultery in the name of
true love? How many Christians welcome the abuse of worldly power in
the name of social justice? Have you ever surrendered to temptation so
that a “greater good” might be accomplish? It's a trap. A very
dangerous, very devilish trap.
You can spend these forty days
of Lent mulling over your sin and seeking after mercy. That's hardly a
waste of the season. But here's a challenge for you: rather than
contemplating past sins, contemplate on what tempts you to sin. Watch
for those times that the Devil draws you in and then contemplate on what
gifts you desire most from God. The Devil will promise you a
knock-off. But only the Lord can give you a genuine grace.
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