2nd Sunday of Easter
(Divine Mercy)
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
Lay Carmelites/Our Lady of the Rosary
The
Easter scene – one week later – is fraught with tension and
trial. The disciples are frightened and disbelieving, maybe even on
the razor's edge of freaking-out and abandoning the Gospel
altogether. And who can blame them? For three years they've followed
the man Jesus as he wandered the countryside teaching and preaching
the conquering power of the Father's freely offered mercy. Healing
the sick, exorcising the possessed, multiplying bread and fish to
feed the thousands, the disciples had every good reason to trust that
their teacher was exactly who he said he was. And then Judas sold him
to the temple priests and the Romans nailed him to a cross. At the
expected moment, when the Son of God should have come down from the
cross and laid waste to his enemies, at that moment, he instead cried
out to his Father – Why have you forsaken me? – and died. Now his
body is missing from the tomb and no one knows where they took him.
Hunted as traitors and heretics, the disciples hide in fear,
wondering what went wrong and why. To their surprise and shame, the
resurrected Lord appears in their midst, and says, “Peace be with
you.” Despite their lack of faith, their abandonment of hope, the
Lord shows them his mercy.
Or
maybe he shows them his mercy b/c of their lack of faith and
abandonment of hope? When Thomas the Twin returns to their
locked-tight hide-out, the other disciples bear witness to the Lord's
appearance. He refuses to believe their testimony; he refuses to
believe that the resurrected Lord appeared to them, showing them his
execution-wounds. In defiance and with all the arrogance of a modern
American, Thomas announces, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in
his hands and put my finger into the nailmarks and put my hand into
his side, I will not believe.” One week later – this week – the
resurrected Lord appears again in their midst and again shows them
the Father's mercy, “Peace be with you.” And rather than punish
his arrogant disciple, Thomas, the Lord does the unexpected again. He
relieves Thomas' disbelief in the only way that Thomas could accept:
“Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put
it into my side, and do not be unbelieving, but believe.” The
Lord's gift of Divine Mercy moves Thomas to an act of faith. He
shouts, “My Lord and my God!”
We
can sympathize with Thomas' disbelief. We can sympathize with his
faith. No doubt each one of us have lived through days and weeks of
despair, and days and weeks of vivid faith and hope. We can even
sympathize with the frightened disciples, locked away in their
hide-out. Over the centuries, the Church has thrived in hiding and
barely survived out in the open. We've ruled empires and been ruled
by them. We've shaped whole cultures and allowed ourselves to be
shaped by them. Whether we are hiding in fear of the State or openly
thriving in the marketplace, there is one constant that never fails
us: God's enduring and freely offered gift of mercy for the
forgiveness of our sins. That offer, this gift never changes. Our
Lord always appears in our midst and says, “Peace be with you.”
The stillness of that hope and the constancy of that faith pulls us
to belief in him and belief in him gently lays us down with love.
Thomas' arrogant demand for physical proof is born of fear. If what
his fellow disciples tell him is true, then he is obligated to act,
to change, to become someone wholly given-over to the power of Spirit
who is Love. That commitment is more than just frightening; it's
dreadful, filled with the possibilities and promises of giving
testimony to an event he himself did not witness. Can he bring
himself to live as a follower of Christ and die as his witness when
he does not/cannot know if Christ is truly risen?
That's
a question we must ask ourselves. Can we? Can I live as a follower of
Christ and die as his witness when I do not/cannot know if Christ is
truly risen? It's one thing to live as a follower of Christ, to live
using his words and deeds as my measure. It's a whole different kind
of thing to die b/c I live according to his words and deeds. Think
about our brothers and sisters in Iraq right now. Christian boys and
men are beheaded in the streets b/c they are followers of Christ.
Christian girls and women are herded like animals into cages and sold
as sex slaves at auctions. In Nigeria, our brothers and sisters are
blown to pieces while attending Mass. Whole Christian villages are
macheted for no other reason than that they follow the Christ. In
China, the gov't regularly arrests and jails Catholic priests and
bishops and leaves them to rot. In Mexico, the Priest Murder Capital
of the World, there have been some 47 priests murdered in two
decades. Though no where near this level of violence, the U.S. and
Europe are seeing a rise in anti-Christian bigotry and the
soft-totalitarianism of political correctness. In some ways this sort
of soft pressure-to-conform is more dangerous to the faithful than
machetes and car bombs. One small surrender at a time eventually
amounts to total surrender.
And
we will end in total surrender to the secular culture if we do not
surrender first to Christ. Our surrender to the culture will not be
the end of the Church. The Church will endure, always endure. What
will come to an end is the life in Christ for those who give up, for
those who – like Thomas and the disciples – choose despair over
hope, choose hiding-in over going-out. When Thomas sticks his hand
into Christ's wounds he shouts, “My Lord and my God!” What went
on in his head during those second btw feeling our Lord's worn flesh
and his confession of surrender? Maybe he realizes his mistake and
repents. Maybe he feels ashamed of his doubting. Maybe he is
convicted in his heart that his mind is wrongly closed to believing
what he cannot see. Maybe, just maybe his fear is given rest and his
anxiety is appeased by the knowledge that his fellow disciples have
testified in truth: the Lord is no longer in his tomb! Thomas is made
faithful by the radical truth that his Lord and God is truly risen!
Knowing the Risen Lord and believing in the Risen Lord makes Thomas a
man-sent-out, an apostle. A man who is
what he does and does
who he is.
Each
one of us is made faithful by the truth of the Risen Lord. If you
come forward to eat his body and drink his blood, you are putting
your hands into his wounds. Do not be unbelieving but believe. Do not
be unknowing but know. And ask yourself: if I can live as a follower
of Christ, can I die as a follower of Christ? To say yes to this question
is the beginning of your surrender.
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