NB. I'm preaching this morning at St D.'s but not presiding. The knee is gimpy again (sigh).
8th
Sunday OT (A)
St.
Dominic, NOLA
Fr.
Philip Neri Powell, OP
O
Lord! Why have you forsaken me? “Rest
in God alone, my soul.” O God! Why have you forgotten me? “Rest
in God alone, my soul.” O Lord! Why have you abandoned me? “Get a
grip already! I haven't forsaken, forgotten, or abandoned you.
Remember, my soul, I AM your rock, your salvation, your refuge and
your strength. I AM your stronghold and your hope. Trust in Me at all
times, O my people! Pour out your hearts before Me, and nothing will
ever disturb you.” So says the Lord to His anxious people. Pour out
your heart before the Lord. And nothing will ever disturb you. At the
center of your love for God and one another – your heart – who or
what takes up the most time and space? That is, when you carefully
consider the source and summit, the foundation and center of your
day-to-day existence, who or what directs your heart and mind? If
that who or what is anyone or anything but Christ himself, then pour
out your heart before the Father, pour out whatever or whoever it is
that directs you, and surrender yourself once again to Christ. If you
are worried that God has forgotten you, ask yourself: have
I forgotten God?
God's
people are anxious. They are afraid that He has forgotten them. So,
He asks Isaiah, “Can a mother forget her infant, be without
tenderness for the child of her womb? Even should she forget, I will
never forget you.” Lay to rest then any worry that God will forget
us. If we are going to worry, why not worry about a very real and
dangerous possibility: that
we will forget God? That
we will abandon the Lord and His covenant with us in Christ. Pushed
and pulled from every side by the seductive forces of an increasingly
secular culture, it is all too easy to give up on the Father and His
Christ. He promises that nothing and no one will ever disturb us.
True. But He doesn't promise that nothing or no one will never try.
Whether or not we will be disturbed by this world's seductions is
predictable. Whether or not we will be seduced is also predictable.
How? Ask yourself: who or what sits on the throne of my heart? Who or
what rules you? To put it in gospel terms: whom
do you serve? Whose call
do you answer? If Christ rules your heart; if you serve Christ and
his Church, then there is only one call to answer, one voice that
gets your attention and obedience: “Trust in Me at all times, O my
people! Pour out your hearts before Me, and nothing will ever disturb
you.” Pour out your hearts before Him. . .and serve Him alone.
Jesus
says it plainly: “No one can serve two masters. . .You cannot serve
God and mammon.” God cannot rule your heart if your heart is
already ruled by a foreign god; or a disordered passion; or an alien
creed; or your own ego. The throne of your heart has room enough for
just one Master. Who will it be? Financial security? Personal
preferences? Social prestige? Jesus urges his disciples, “Look at
the birds in the sky; they do not sow or reap, they gather nothing
into barns, yet your heavenly Father feeds them.” Then he asks,
“Are not you more important than they? Can any of you – by
worrying – add a single moment to your life-span?” If the Father
feeds the birds of the sky so that they do not worry about food, and
if we are more important than they, then it follows that the Father
will care for us as well. When you place the Father on the throne of
your heart, you do not worry. Why? B/c nothing bad will ever happen
to you? No. B/c you will never again feel want or need? No. Well,
why? B/c you will know that whatever comes will never be, can never
be more anxiety-producing than forgetting the One you serve. With
Christ as the source and summit, the center and foundation of our
day-to-day living, nothing and no one can disturb you.
There's
room enough on the throne of your heart for just one Master. Who will
it be? Financial security? Personal preferences? Social prestige? A
job can be lost, money stolen. Works can be destroyed or bettered by
another. And there's always someone ready to take your place as king
of the social hill. It's all just more junk to worry about. Jesus
reminds us, “So do not worry and say, ‘What are we to eat?’ or
‘What are we to drink?’ or ‘What are we to wear?’” And
then, sounding very much like he did last week, he adds, “All these
things the pagans seek.” Who are these pagans? They're the ones who
serve Money, Popularity, Vengeance, the Thing of This World – all
passing away as fast as an empty heart can grab them and give them a
crown. This is not who we are made to be. We are not made to be
temples to house the temporary gods of a failing world. We are made –
pagans and Christians alike – we are made for eternity, built to
endure the purifying Love of the One Who makes us. But such endurance
is only made real by a decision, a decision to serve the One Who
makes us, to serve Him alone. “No one can serve two masters. . .”
No one can survive with a heart divided in two.
Nor
can one with a divided heart be trusted. Paul, writing to the
Corinthians, describes himself and his fellow apostles, “Thus
should one regard us: as servants of Christ and stewards of the
mysteries of God.” A steward holds the keys to the castle and the
treasury, so he must be trustworthy, a servant deserving of his
master's trust. Since we can do nothing good w/o Christ, whatever
trust we deserve as servants is his before it is ours. And given our
very human tendency to fail his trust, it's a good thing that we do
not have to rely on our trust alone! Paul notes that when the Lord
returns to judge his stewards' care of his kingdom, “. . .he will
bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will manifest the
motives of our hearts. . .” What will he see when the light shines
inside? What disordered motives will wiggle into view? If Christ
rules our hearts, he will see his serene reflection – perfect love,
hope, and faith. If Christ rules, he will see what the Father sees
when He looks at Christ – a beloved child, a pure soul, perfect
trust. However, if some foreign god or disordered passion or bloated
ego rules. . .well, all he will see is a heart that has chosen to
rule itself, a heart that has chosen to spend eternity primping in a
cracked mirror. If we want Christ to see himself reflected in us at
the judgment, then he must be the one we serve.
As
Lent fast approaches and we set ourselves on the 40 day trek,
remember all that the Father said to Isaiah, “I haven't forsaken,
forgotten, or abandoned you. Remember, my soul, I AM your rock, your
salvation, your refuge and your strength. I AM your stronghold and
your hope. Trust in Me at all times, O my people! Pour out your
hearts before Me, and nothing will ever disturb you.” Pour out from
your heart whatever or whoever it is that takes you away from your
salvation. Pour out the foreign gods, the disordered passions, the
causal idols of deceit and gossip; pour out anything that stands btw
you and Christ, anyone who threatens Christ's trust in you. Lest we
forget, the Psalmist sings over and over again, “Rest in God alone,
my soul. Rest in God alone.” There is no rest, no eternal rest, in
anyone but Christ.