NB. A "Roman homily" from 2008. . .never been preached.
Exaltation of the Holy Cross
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
Convento SS. Domenico e Sisto, Roma
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Exaltation of the Holy Cross
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
Convento SS. Domenico e Sisto, Roma
Go out, come back. Leave and return. Go out, come back. Exit and enter.
Egress, ingress. Exitus, reditus. We are made, and we return to our
Maker. How? The Cross. The cross of Christ Crucified is the via media,
the middle way from God and the middle way back to God. From God:
creation. Back to God: re-creation. Being made and lost, we cannot
return to God without God. He set in history—human events, the human
story—the means for our return to Him: Christ on the Cross, crucified as
one of us, fully human and fully divine—a bridge from here to there.
Jesus says to Nicodemus: “No one has gone up to heaven except the one
who has come down from heaven, the Son of Man.” And Paul writes: “Christ
Jesus, though he was in the form of God, […] emptied himself, taking
the form of a slave, […] he humbled himself, becoming obedient to death,
even death on a cross.” Now, we should hear the familiar refrain of our
salvation: “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so
that everyone who believes in him might not perish but might have
eternal life.” And so we are saved from the eternal return to nothing
from nothing; we are made perfect as our Father is perfect; “being
merciful, [He] forgave [our] sin and destroyed [us] not.”
We say: amen. Or do we? If we accept this gift, we say: amen. And then
what? Carry on as before? Do we as please? Live in constant regret that
we killed God? Try to make a sacrifice worthy of the gift? The poet,
Christian Wiman, in a poem titled, “Hard Night,” asks the same question
this way: “What words or harder gift/does the light require of
me/carving from the dark/this difficult tree?” What words or gifts does
the Cross require of us? Paul writes that the coming of the Christ and
his obedient death on the Cross, moved God to exalt His Son and to
“bestow on him the name that is above every name, that at the name of
Jesus every knee should bend […] and every tongue confess that Jesus
Christ is Lord…” No other words. Let your tongue confess. There is no
harder gift to give than the gift given on the Cross. Bow your knees at
his name. And then what?
It’s not so certain, is it? Once we have confessed the Lordship of the
Christ and bent our knees to his rule, what we do next is no certain
thing. With the Gift of the Cross in hand, we might worship it, take it
around in procession, put it to work for our health and wealth; we might
be embarrassed by its necessity or feel imposed upon to react with
faint gratitude. Have you ever thought that there had to be a better
way? Another way to achieve your eternal life? Something less bloody,
something not quite so gruesome? Have you ever been angry with Pilate,
the Jewish leadership, the mob that shouted, “Crucify him!”? Perhaps
praying before a crucifix, you felt a dangerous rise of bile and wanted
nothing more to do with the cruelty of a god who needs blood to love? Or
perhaps you felt a dark fear that once we settled in your heart the
gift of a bloody sacrifice, you would never be the same again?
Yet another poet, John Ashbery, writes, “…all was certain on the Via Negativa/except
the certainty of return, return/to the approximate.” If we are afraid
of the Cross, this is what we fear most: to walk the via media of
Christ’s crucifixion means accepting the inevitably of joining him on
the Cross. Peter, in a fit of fear and false love, denied the
inevitability of Christ’s defeat and, in turn, pushed against the
necessity of his own crucifixion. Jesus, knowing the certainty of his
Father’s Via Negativa, pushed back, “Get behind me, Satan!” Even
then, he was empty, obedient to death, and ready to die on the Cross.
Perhaps we show our deepest gratitude to Christ by emptying ourselves,
being obedient to death, and preparing ourselves to die in his name.
Perhaps. But what does this mean for tomorrow? For today? Sitting in a
room, cases packed, shoes neatly tied, waiting for martyrdom? Nothing so
quietistic as all that! Paul says that we should bend our knees and
confess Jesus as Lord. Walking this path of worshipful praise cannot be
good exercise if we fail to do what Christ himself did: feed the hungry,
clothe the naked, heal the sick. Add to this preach the Good News of
God’s mercy and teach what Christ himself taught and we have beginning
for our gratitude, just the barest start to what must be a life given
over wholly to the path of righteousness. That’s a lot to fear.
Especially when you know that the one you used to be will not be found
again. At most you might think to “the return to the approximate.” But
why?
Look at Moses and God’s people in the desert. “With their patience worn
out by the journey, the people complained against God and Moses…” Not
only are we made and made to return to our Maker, but we are rescued
from death by the death of Christ on the Cross and expected then to
prepare ourselves for following him to the Cross, obedient to death,
bending the knee, confessing his name, and waiting, waiting, waiting for
his return to us so we can return to Him. Has our patience worn out
from this journey? Do we complain against God and His Church? Our desert
is not getting smaller or cooler or less arid. Our days are no shorter.
Our nights no brighter. Moses wanders and we follow. And our patience,
already silk-thin, rubs even thinner, waiting on the fulfillment of the
promise the Cross made in God’s name.
While waiting, what do we do? Some of us persevere, walking the Way.
Some of us withdraw to wait. Others walk off alone. Still others erect
idols to new gods and find hope in different, alien promises. Some let
the serpents bite and thrill in the poisonous moment before death.
Perhaps most who were with us at first perish from hearts stiffened by
apathy, what love they had exhausted by the tiresome demands of an
obedience they never fully heard. Not all the seeds will fall on smooth,
fertile earth. If those who walked away or surrendered or succumbed to
attacks on the heart, if they are out there and not here with us, what
hope do we have of going forward, of continuing on to our own crosses in
the city’s trash heap? We exalt the Cross. And they are not lost.
Never, finally, lost. Unless they choose not to be found.
We exalt the Cross. Lifted high enough and waved around vigorously
enough, even those lost will find it. Even those who, for now, do not
want to be found, may see it and be healed, if they will. But they will
not see what they must to be healed if those of us who claim to walk the
Way do so shyly, timidly, quietly. The Way of Christ to the Cross is
not a rice paper path that we must tip-toe across so as not to tear it.
Or a shaky jungle bridge over a ravine that we must not sway for fear of
falling. Or a bed of burning coals that we must hop across quickly so
as to avoid blistering our feet. The Way of Christ to the Cross has been
made smooth, straight, and downhill all the way but nonetheless
dangerous for its ease. There’s still the jeering mob, the scourge, the
spit and the garbage, and there’s still the three nails waiting at the
end. But this is what we signed up for, right? It’s what we promised to
do, to be.
Our help is in the name of the Lord. Bend the knee. Confess his name. Do
so loudly, proudly and do so while doing what Christ himself did.
Otherwise, who will find us among the jeering crowd, the spitting mob;
who will see the Cross if we fail to lift it high?
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