St. John Chrysostom
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
Notre Dame Seminary, NOLA
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Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
Notre Dame Seminary, NOLA
Paul
confesses to Timothy that he persecuted the Church “out of
ignorance.” He describes himself as a blasphemer, “an arrogant
man.” He could've added: zealot, ideologue, and murderer. He
could've called himself a scourge, a curse. And no follower of the
Way who knew anything at all about the infamous Saul of Tarsus
would've disputed him. But rather than lengthening this litany of
sin, Paul turns instead to the one thing, that single thing that
brought him out of his arrogance. He writes, “I acted out of
ignorance in my unbelief. . .but I have been mercifully treated.”
Despite the blood on my hands; despite my hatred and my zealous
persecution of Christ's church, God showed me mercy. And, perhaps
even more incredibly, my brothers and sisters in Christ showed me
mercy. Though they still remember, they always forgive. The strength
of our love and wisdom—given by God and received in faith—is
measured by the swiftness of our mercy, the joy we experience in
releasing another from the debt of sin. But how can I see my way to
forgive you your debt if my own debt obscures my vision, clouds my
judgment? Before passing judgment on your neighbor's debt, check your
own balance and make you sure you've measured with charity.
The
gift of mercy we give one another is possible only b/c we are given
mercy to spare; that is, the mercy we receive from God is given in
excess, in abundance, out of His excellence, and it's this
surplus-nature of divine mercy that moves us to mete it out with
abandon. If we find ourselves unable or unwilling to freely grant
mercy to a sinner, then it's likely we ourselves are being held
hostage by sin. Jesus says, “Why do you notice the splinter in your
brother’s eye, but do not perceive the wooden beam in your own?”
Why? Probably b/c my wooden beam is preventing me from accepting
God's forgiveness. Unless I am willing to name my sin, confess it,
offer contrition, and do penance, that beam will obscure my vision
and cloud my judgment. Sin speaks to the heart of a sinner. So, my
beam recognizes your splinter and neither my beam nor your splinter
will free us to receive mercy. The only way out is to turn to Christ
for some Sin Surgery! Afterward, you and I will share some post-op
discomfort but mercy is divine medicine and the Church a skillful
nurse.
Look
to Paul as our example. He regrets his former life as a bloody
persecutor of the Church. He laments his past to Timothy, freely
acknowledging his arrogance, his ignorance, his unbelief. But the
point of his letter is not self-flagellation. Yes, he's confessing,
but he's confessing with the full knowledge that his sins have been
forgiven through the grace of Christ Jesus. Forgiven, not forgotten.
So the point of his confession then is to bear witness to God's
mercy. He is testifying to the power of mercy to heal the most
traumatic wounds, to bring peace out of conflict, to grant wisdom
when all we really want is payback. Look what mercy—God's love and
the Church's—did for Paul. He is humbled. He is enlightened. He is
strengthen for his mission. He finds the courage he needs to face his
enemies on the road, and he is built up as a traveling tabernacle of
God's presence. Not only is he freed from the burdens of his past, he
is also perfected for the future Christ's has given him. None of
these is even remotely possible w/o mercy. If we hope to grow in
holiness, to grow in wisdom, the first step is receiving—freely
receiving—the mercy God offers us through Christ. Then, we become
diffusers of mercy, strengthening one another, and giving thanks to
God.
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