30th Sunday OT
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
OLR, NOLA
Whether
we realize it or not, every moment of every day, we are choosing a
teacher to learn from. Whether we like it or not, every moment of
everyday, we are being taught how to think, feel, behave, and live.
We will sometimes resist the lessons we are given, and sometimes we
will take those lessons in and make them our own, believing that we
are choosing what's best from the available options. As we grow
older, these lessons accumulate, and we sort through them, tossing
some away, giving others more power to influence, and just generally
settling into what we might call “our wisdom.” What's missing
from this picture is the process of how we choose which lessons to
believe and which ones to ignore. If I choose to listen to This
Celebrity rather than That One, or That Politician rather than This
One, how do I go about the choosing? What criteria do I use to
decide? This question becomes all the more urgent when I add in
another problem: what
if, like Bartimaeus, I am blind?
What if I cannot see my choices for what they really are, and find
myself choosing my teachers based on dangerous criteria? Before you
choose a teacher – every moment of every day – make sure that
your blindness is healed.
Think
for a moment about the teachers you've chosen. There are the formal
teachers – primary, secondary, university teachers. Informal
mentors – friends, neighbors, even the occasional stranger. Public
teachers – politicians, media personalities, intellectuals,
celebrities, writers. Private teachers – people you've chosen as
personal examples to follow – saints, popes, clergy, holy lay
people. Now, think about why you chose these teachers. Think about
what they have in common, what they are teaching you about how to
think, feel, behave; how to live day-to-day. Can you see why they are
influential in your life? Why you sit at their feet and allow them to
shape your life? Maybe they teach you what you believe you need to
know to thrive in this world. Perhaps they teach you lessons that
make you feel powerful, included, or special. Maybe they teach you
what you want to hear. Or maybe your chosen teachers teach you
comfortable lessons that never threaten your self-image, never demand
anything from you, or push you to grow beyond yourself and your
immediate desires. When it comes to choosing who you will follow
every moment of every day are you like Bartimaeus, blind and begging?
Before you choose, make sure you are saved.
Bartimaeus
is saved, physically and spiritually. Jesus fixes his eyes so that he
can see. Jesus also fixes Bartimaeus' heart and mind so that he can
choose his teacher. It all happens so fast we might've missed it.
Jesus does nothing more than declare, “Go your way; your faith has
saved you.” Notice: Jesus tells him to choose. Choose your way.
Choose your path. Notice again: Jesus says that Bartimaeus' faith has
saved
him. Not “your faith has healed
you.” But that his faith has saved him. That he is also healed is a
bonus. Now that Bartimaeus is saved from his physical and spiritual
blindness, he must choose where he will go, whom he will follow.
What's his decision? Mark tells us, “Immediately he received his
sight and followed [Jesus] on the way.” Bartimaeus chooses Christ,
the Way, the Truth, and the Life. From begging blind “along the
way” to following Christ, who is The Way, Bartimaeus submits
himself to the teacher – the only teacher – who can bring him
both sight and insight, both healing and salvation. Every moment of
every day, are you choosing to be healed by the only teacher who can
bring you to salvation?
If
I were to ask you to sit down and draw up a list of all those you
listen to every day, could you do it? Could you name all of the
teachers who exert influence on you? To the parents here: could you
list all of the teachers who influence your children? Not just the
school teachers but all of those who have a hand in shaping your
child's heart and mind? Do you know what lessons your kids are
learning? Do you know how your children are choosing these informal
teachers? If not, it might be time to ask Christ to heal your
blindness. In fact, it is always time to ask Christ to heal our
blindness. We cannot follow Christ if we can't see him. We cannot be
Christs for others in this world we don't know his Way. As followers
of Christ, he must be our first teacher, our chosen path, our Way and
our Truth. Every moment of every day we choose whom we will allow
into our hearts and minds to shape who we are. For healing, for
salvation, choose Christ!
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