12 March 2025

Sorrow, Suffering, Surrender: Mary at the Foot of the Cross

Lenten Mission

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
Church of the Incarnation, UD

We find ourselves at the foot of the Cross. With John and the three Marys. Looking up from the ground, all we see are the soles of his feet. Bloody. Ruined. A single iron spike driven through both into the wood. The flesh is torn. And bruised. We can hear him breathing. Barely. Mary, his mother, weeps. John and the other Marys weep. Their sorrow like a millstone in the chest. Looking down, he sees his mother and his beloved disciple. He calls, whispers to his mother: Woman, behold, your son.” Looking at John, he says, Behold, your mother.” Hearing this, we glance at the two and see that they see how they are now bound together in suffering. If we could start at the beginning, we might see her freed from the burden of Adam's sin in the womb. We might witness Gabriel's visit to the adolescent Mary. We might see her freed determination, her surrender to the divine will. Her Yes. We might see her as a Young Mother – her love, her protection, her maternal care for the baby and the boy, Jesus. We might see her knowing looks at his precocious questions. We might hear her occasional gasp at some boyish stunt. We might see her smile at his filial obedience and her frustration at his apparent willfulness. We would see – as his public ministry drew to a close – her surrender to the sorrow that she knew would be his suffering. At the foot of the Cross, we bear witness to her sorrow, her suffering, and her surrender.

If the BVM is to be our model for taking on the challenges of Lent, we need to make sure we know what Lent is about. We can start with the via negativa – what Lent is NOT about. Lent is not about sin. Lent is not about fasting, praying, or giving alms. Lent is not about making sure that all our family and friends see us doing Lenten things. Our Lord couldn't be clearer in the Gospels that what we do during Lent cannot be about the veneer of repentance – faux religiosity, playing with the deadly serious weapons we are given for growing in holiness. Just last Sunday, the first Sunday of Lent, Jesus is led/driven into the wilderness by the HS. Why – precisely – is he in that desert? To pray? Yes. To fast? Yes. He does both for 40 days. But he's not there to pray and fast. When he is beyond hunger and exhaustion, the purpose for his time away appears. Luke tells us that Jesus is led into the desert “to be tempted by the devil.” Christ Jesus, the Son of God, the Messiah is to be tested. Like newly pressed steel, his strength and endurance must be proven.

That word “proven,” is telling. He is baptized in the Jordan by John. And confirmed in his mission by God Himself – “this is My Beloved Son; listen to him.” But he has yet to be proven b/c he has yet to be tempted. It's the Enemy's job to probe for weakness; to authenticate his identity by showing him everything and anything a man could want or need. And then, to challenge him to love these things of the world more than he loves his own Father. Hungry, exhausted, weak from exposure, Jesus – in his human nature – is dared to abandoned everything he has been sent to accomplish and make the things of the world his god. Despite his hunger, exhaustion, and weakness – or maybe b/c of them? – he refuses. Luke closes the scene: “When the devil had finished every temptation, he departed from him for a time.” That “for a time” is right now. Right now, the devil is here to probe, test, and dare us. Forty days before Easter, we follow the pattern of Christ's time in the desert to set ourselves against the Enemy and for God. Lent is when we are to be tempted. Fasting, praying, and alms giving are our weapons. Lent is not a time for playing religious games. It's a time to prove ourselves heirs of the Kingdom.

One last thing before we attend to our Marian strategy for proving ourselves. Who is the Enemy? We will likely say, “the Devil!” Yes. But here's the problem: he is already, always defeated. From the moment he was cast into Hell, he has been the loser. Christ won the victory on the Cross and that victory reverberates through eternity – from the first syllable of Creation to the last breath of the age. Christ won, is winning, and will always win. And so do we as heirs to the Kingdom. We've been baptized into his life, death, and resurrection. When we deny ourselves; take our crosses; and follow him, we follow him into an eternal victory that the Enemy cannot deny or undo. He has no power over us. We are in Christ Jesus, hidden in him, waiting to go to the Father. So, yes, the devil is your Enemy, but the only way he wins is for you to succumb to his temptations and permit him to rule you. The true enemy we face during Lent is ourselves. The battle between Eternal Life and Eternal Death is fought in the divided human heart. And our Marian strategy places us in a position to fully cooperate with every grace God the Father has to give us.

Our BMM weeps at the foot of the Cross. From the moment Gabriel speaks to her to her tears at his death, she has known that her son would die for the sins for the world. She carries this sorrow daily. Until her deathless assumption into heaven, she carries the deep loss of her child. Any mother would grieve but the BM shared in her son's suffering, surrendering to his sacrifice and accepting his death as the price to redeem human nature. There is his sacrifice on the Cross. And then there is hers at the foot of the Cross. He learned obedience through suffering. She accepted suffering b/c she was obedient. From the moment of his conception, Mary hears God's Word and follows her freedom to Golgotha. None of this lessens her sorrow. None of this eases her grief. None of this makes her mourning any less painful. She lives with sorrow like it's another child. Always there. Always needing. Her sorrow abides. But she never succumbs to despair. She never gives up on the Father's plan for our redemption. Even as she weeps at his bloodied feet, she is steadfast in her trust that her son's suffering and death will culminate in the transfiguration of the world. Imagine living day in and day out with nearly unbearable sorrow AND the knowledge that your sorrow will be vindicated. Imagine your grief living with near beatific joy!

For us, during our Lenten testing, the BM's sorrow establishes a pattern, a model for approaching the Cross. There's no disputing the truth that sin – the willful, deliberate choice to disobey God – that sin prevents us from participating fully in the divine life of the Blessed Trinity. When we sin, we choose to say to God, “No, thank you. I don't want your help. I don't want to be a part of your holy family! I can do this on my own.” In effect, we say, “I can be good w/o God. I can be god w/o God.” This is the First Temptation. The temptation of the serpent in the Garden. Knowing the Father's plan to bring Adam and Eve into the divine family, the Enemy dangles before our first parents the possibility of being divine w/o the help of the Divine. NB. the Enemy does not force or coerce their disobedience. He merely suggests an alternative plan, a plan built on a truth and twisted ever so slightly away from obedience. They bite. And their sorrow begins. But this is the sorrow of regret. Not the sorrow of loving-absence. Mary – sinless from conception – sorrows in love. Her sorrow abides in trust and ends in joy.

How does the serpent tempts us in our testing? First, he tempts us to choose to believe that God is merely our occasional rescuer from sin and not our sustaining Father in love. This temptation requires that we adopt a self-sufficient attitude toward growing in holiness: “I can do this on my own. I'll call on God when I get in trouble.” Rather than seeing our lives as fully immersed in the divine life, we see ourselves struggling to achieve some sort of Goodness Goal, a sort of measurable level of Moral Cleanliness. When we fail – and we always do! – we run to God in shame and ask for forgiveness. That's regret. Sure, we're sorry – we sorrow – but it's more of a disappointment in our own strength than it is a sorrow with our failure to love God. The Enemy's next move is to tempt us into believing that our disobedience is inevitable b/c we are fundamentally wicked. If we sin b/c we are weak, then we just have to be stronger! Stronger than what? Stronger than ourselves? Than sin? Stronger than the Enemy? NB. how the devil is keeping us focused on our immediate choices. What about the choices we make to follow Christ? The choice we make daily to live in the divine life? What about the sorrow we feel b/c we have chosen not to love God? Can you live with both your sorrow at sin AND the joy of knowing you are an heir to the Kingdom? A full participant in the victory of the Cross? Do not let the Enemy convince you that you are irredeemably sinful. Our sinless Mother felt sorrow in love daily. She's your weapon against the pride of Eve! Joy in being a child of the Father sends the Enemy packing.

Along with that joy comes suffering. Here we have to be very careful b/c the Enemy knows how to tempt us even when we are being consistently obedient. We cannot doubt that the BM suffers at the foot of the Cross. Hers is not a physical pain due to injury but a spiritual pain, a loss. She grieves. Even knowing all along that the Cross was her son's end, she grieves. And she lets herself grieve. She suffers well. That is, with full knowledge and the consent of her perfectly freed will, she permits/allows herself to mourn the loss of her son. She doesn't try to mitigate her grief. She doesn't beg God to bring him back. To the fullest extent possible, she suffers with our Lord. An arrow piercing her heart as the lance pierced his side. What is this suffering? It is not merely the physical experience of pain or the emotional experience of radical loss. Her suffering is permissive; she allows her pain to be exactly what it is and...still she loves. John is now her son and she his mother. Without diminishing her grief for even a second, BM joyfully receives John as a filial gift, thus receiving all of us as her beloved children.

Here's where the Enemy will tempt us: suffering is to be avoided; it is to be alleviated; or, at best, apathetically endured. Addressing Beelzebub, Satan says, “Fallen cherub, to be weak is miserable,/Doing or suffering. . .” The proper demonic response, he argues, is to fight back! Show your resolve not to be pitied! Defy accepting any defeat! Never kneel! No, non serviam. I will not serve. But Christ says, “Deny yourself; take up your cross, and follow me.” If we follow Christ, we follow him to the Cross; and we suffer as he suffered. We permit the pain of sin and death and defeat it in sacrifice. By giving it all to God so that he can remake it holy. The BM does exactly that at the foot of her son's Cross. By saying Yes to His will; by tending to his Word through the years; by her patient permission when he goes to Pilate; by everything she does for 33 years, she suffers – allows – knowing how he will end on Golgotha. For us, the BM show us how to not only endure the burden of mortality but also how to find joy in its limits: sacrifice in love when the sacrifice is everything you love most. This is why Jesus teaches us that we must love him first and most to be his disciples. Our test is no small thing. It is everything, everyday. It's Abraham and Isaac on the mountain. It's Christ on the Cross.

And here is where the BM's surrender enters our arsenal. We can surrender in the face of a superior enemy, or we can surrender before the war. If there is no war, or the war is already won, then there is no shame in surrender. Especially if we are surrendering to divine providence. Remember: Christ has won. Already, always won. The devil is defeated. He is allowed to test us, but he can never win. . .unless we give him our victory through sin. Our principal opponent in our Lenten testing is ourselves, our divided hearts. If we sorrow in love for our disobedience and allow ourselves to mourn the death of the Old Self, always giving over to God so that He can make all we are and have holy, then there is no war to fight. Temptations are only reminders of who we used to be, memories, at best, of how we used to believe that we could be gods w/o God. When the BM gave her fiat to Gabriel, she gave her perfectly freed will to the plan for our salvation. When we were baptized, we gave ourselves to that same plan and for the same reason: we could see the wisdom of providence at work, and we believed in the promises of the Most High! Those promises have not faded. They have been kept. So, what do we surrender when everything we have and are already belongs to Christ? We surrender our need to control. To control outcomes. To control others. To control God. In the face of divine providence, and at the foot of the Cross, we follow Mary's example: we weep for loss and we love sacrificially, giving whatever is in us that we have not already given to Christ. We did not create ourselves. We cannot re-create ourselves. No amount of prayer, fasting, or good works will fix a wounded soul on its own. God does not want our rent garments or ashen heads or checks in the collection plate. He wants our contrite hearts. Split open and burning on the altar. That's the only sacrifice that matters when the time for testing comes. He wants us to turn our lives around, face Him, do His will for our sake, and love to the limits of our graced capacity. Lent is a long 40 days to test our willingness to be sorrowful in our disobedience. To suffer well, knowing we are heirs. And to surrender everything, everything so that we are truly free!


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22 February 2025

Authority, obedience, conscience

Chair of St. Peter

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving


What's wrong with the Church? Why can't the bishops get their act together? How much obedience do we owe this Pope? I hear these kinds of questions a lot. I heard them in 2001 when JPII was Pope. And in 2010 when BXVI was Pope. And pretty much just yesterday while Francis is still Pope. Who is asking these questions seems to depend a lot on who is sitting in the Chair of St. Peter! The questioners change. The Popes change. But the questions themselves never do. It's always a problem with authority, obedience, and freedom of conscience. If Your Guy is sitting in the Chair, then authority/obedience is the bedrock of the Church. If not, then freedom of conscience is the foundation of right religion. The folks preaching freedom from BXVI in 2010 are the same ones preaching obedience to Francis in 2025. And the ones preaching obedience to BXVI in 2010. . .well, you get the idea. Unfortunately, for both camps – that's not how religious authority works. Here's what Christ has to say, I say to you, you are Peter, and upon this rock I will build my Church, and the gates of the netherworld shall not prevail against it.” That's the authority we submit to in obedience.

And what does this authority entail? Christ says, “I will give you [Peter] the keys to the Kingdom of heaven.” IOW, Christ appoints Peter as his royal steward. His caretaker and vicar. This means that “whatever [Peter] bind[s] on earth shall be bound in heaven; and whatever [Peter] loose[s] on earth shall be loosed in heaven.” We all know this to be the authority of the Holy Father to govern the Church and to define the faith and morals of believing Catholics. Are there any limits to this authority? Yes. These limits are canonically defined by the First Vatican Council in its declaration on papal infallibility. But more importantly, the Holy Father's authority and our obedience are defined in terms of charity – the governing theological virtue. Charity requires the presumption of grace; that is, charity starts by assuming that the one in authority is governing in accord with the faith handed to the Apostles. The alternative is to assume a lack of grace and suspect deception. Grace cannot thrive in a mind ruled by constant suspicion. The whole point of giving us Peter as our rock is to dispel any nagging doubts about what is and is not in accord with the apostolic faith. Christ knows what he's doing. And he knows Peter. . .better than we ever will. So, trusting Peter is trusting Christ.

American Catholics are often Protestants at heart. We live and breathe the individualist, freedom as license, pick and choose consumerist religion of modern Protestantism. And it doesn't help that we've had five decades of moral theologians telling us that the job of conscience is to invent personal truths. Peter makes a world-changing declaration of trust: “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” That's not Simon Peter's “personal truth.” It is The Truth. And on this Truth is the Church founded. And b/c he revealed this Truth, on Peter himself is the Church founded. From Peter and his confession is the whole of the apostolic faith handed on. We celebrate the Chair of St. Peter to be reminded that the faith we profess is a guarantee of victory against the works of the netherworld. But that guarantee is good only when we hold steadfast to the trust Peter expressed to Christ and his disciples. We are saved as a Body. Not as free-floating individuals picking and choosing what we believe. So, who do you say the Son of Man is? Say it with Peter: “[He is] the Christ, the Son of the living God.”



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What's blinding you?

6th Week OT (W)

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving


At first go, Jesus fails to heal the blind man fully. It's an easy-to-miss moment. It takes a second attempt to get the healing right. What's happening here? Is Jesus running out of juice? Was he distracted? Most ancient commentators read this story as a symbol for “gradual enlightenment”; that is, a symbolic story pointing to Jesus' bit-by-bit revelation of his mission and ministry to the public. In the same way that the blind man's healing doesn't happen all at once, Jesus' self-revelation as the Messiah doesn't happen all at once. Fair enough. But I'd wager that there's another reason for the failed first attempt at a cure. The blind man isn't fully prepared to be healed. Notice that the blind man is brought to Jesus by his neighbors. He doesn't approach Jesus himself. Notice too that it's the man's neighbors who ask for healing. Not the man himself. If he's been blind since birth, he knows no other way of being. He's more than just used to being blind. Being blind is who he is. Being cured will not only allow him to see, it will radically change who he is. It's possible that Jesus' first attempt at the cure fails b/c the poor man is scared to death of being able to see. Who will he be if he can see?

Read this way, the story is symbolic of our reluctance to let go of our darkness and embrace the light. What if I like my darkness? What if I AM my darkness? It's familiar and comfortable. I know how to navigate in the shadows. Allowing Christ to heal me fully means that everything changes! It could mean losing friends, alienating family, changing jobs. It could mean a shift in my politics or the way I do business. Being healed in Christ Jesus obligates me in ways I can't even begin to imagine right now. And then there's the whole Church Thing – going to Mass, going to confession, being a volunteer, donating money. Yeah, so, the first try doesn't take. We see indistinctly. Better but still blurred. What becomes clear – between the first and second try – is that we cannot remain in darkness when the light is our calling. When being free from sin and death is how we were made to be. Sin and death are unnatural. Not according to our nature. The comfort we feel in darkness isn't comfort. It's just familiarity. We've gotten used to it. Now we are being dared to receive Christ's healing and live in the light. What familiar darkness is holding you prisoner? What's making you blind?  


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Your reward is great already

6th Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving


The promise of heaven and the threat of hell for good behavior or bad behavior is really all about social control. It's about using the promise/threat of an afterlife to keep us in line while we're still alive. Pie-in-the-sky, fire and brimstone – all that nonsense. I believed this lie when I was younger; that is, I believed the lie that heaven and hell were just fables told to keep us peasants under control. Back then, in my twenties, I thought everything was about power and control. Who has it? Who suffers b/c they don't? Who benefits from the system of religious myths and rituals? Now, have ecclesial and political authorities used religion as a means of social control? Sure. Anything humans touch can and will be twisted to an evil end. That a hammer can be used to murder doesn't mean that hammers are morally bad. That the Beatitudes can be used to pacify the angry masses into believing that things will be better in some fictitious heaven – well, that doesn't mean we are not blessed when we follow Christ and work toward being perfected in him. “Rejoice and leap for joy on that day! Behold, your reward will be great in heaven.” Better yet: rejoice and leap for joy for your reward is – right now – already great!

We make a big mistake when we assume that we must wait for heaven to receive our reward for being faithful followers of Christ. Sure, the fullness of our reward will be great then – no doubt! – but we start sharing in the Kingdom we've inherited even now. What is the Mass but a foretaste of the heavenly banquet? What is confession but a glimpse into the Father's mercy? What is baptism and confirmation but our first steps as heirs and members of the holy family? Marriage makes the married couple a sacrament of Christ's love for his Bride, the Church. And the sacrament of anointing brings us directly into the healing power of God. Jesus preaches the Beatitudes not to pacify us deprived peasants into a compliant citizenry but to show us that our suffering now shapes us into perfected vessels for his gifts. But. . .we must suffer well. We can suffer now with an eye on some distant reward. Or, we can suffer now, suffer well, and benefit immediately from how we choose to suffer. The sacraments help. Prayer certainly helps. Good works always increase merit. But nothing beats loving sacrifice in bringing us close and closer to our perfection in Christ.

There are two components of loving sacrifice: surrender and gratitude. Together these two result in obedience. Not mere compliance. But obedience – truly loving God, listening to His Word, and following His will. Surrender is about coming to know a simple truth: I am not in control. Never have been. Never will be. I was thrown into this world by my parents. I wasn't consulted. No one asked for my permission to be born. I didn't get a choice in my race or sex or anything else for that matter. Yet – here I am. At some point, I started making choices. And at that point, I started thinking (falsely) that I was in control. The sum total of my choices up until I surrendered proved to be...less than spectacular. MUCH less than spectacular, in fact. At death's door from an internal staph infection at 34yo, I chose surrender. I let go of the wheel. Did I occasionally snatch it back? Yes. Did I successfully drive my life toward Christ when I did? No. Ended up in a ditch every time. Age helps surrender b/c age helps you see the Real as it is...not as you want it to be. Think of surrender as your first sacrifice. Your intellect and will upon His altar, your contrite heart and mind raised up and given over to be made holy. A sacrifice of praise and thanksgiving.

Giving thanks is harder than we sometimes imagine. Saying “thank you” is an admission of dependence. It's a confession of needing help. Once you've surrendered, once you've offered your heart and mind in sacrifice, the help you need is abundant and freely given. Turning your prayer life toward gratitude deepens your humility, and you begin to understand what Jesus means when he preaches about being blessed. Blessed now, blessed then. Always blessed in thanksgiving. The deeper you grow in humility, the easier obedience becomes. You learn a new habit, or rather, you relearn an old habit in a new way: faith. It's not just trust anymore, or hope, but a still, grounded, rock-solid certainty that God's promises will not be fulfilled. BUT...they have already, always been fulfilled and you participate fully in them. That's blessedness this side of paradise. And with that blessedness comes the driving need to bear witness to the gift you have been given, the gift you have freely received. When you do, when you bear witness, you offer loving sacrifice. And you grow closer to Christ. Blessed are those who die to self in surrender and gratitude and become Christ for another. 




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Time to be contagious

5th Week OT (W)

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving


Getting Catholic holiness right in a libertine world can be a challenge. For e.g., picking out the Catholics at an office Christmas party or 4th of July cookout with co-workers could be a betting game. Are the Catholics the ones not drinking? Not necessarily. Not smoking or dancing? Maybe. But that's no sure-fire indicator. Dressed modestly? Who knows? You can't tell much about someone's holiness from their casual behavior, clothing choices, or venial habits. They would have to be out, loud, and proud about their holiness for you to notice. . .and then they could be accused of hypocrisy! Holiness is never in-your-face aggressively proud. It's never a display for public consumption, or carnival act for an adoring crowd. Holiness is simply being Christ where you are to the limits of your capacity. Jesus speaks of holiness in terms of cleanliness and uncleanliness. These are terms defined by the Mosaic Law. What you eat, touch, associate with, or even go near decide your level of clean. You become unclean through contact with something or someone unclean. Your uncleanliness is then a source of infection for others. And so on. Being unclean is contagious.

Jesus wants his holiness – our holiness – to be contagious. So, he says that what goes in cannot make us unclean. What goes in – food, drink – cannot determine moral worth or ritual purity. It all ends up in the sewer anyway. If holiness can be measured, it's measured by what comes from the heart and mind in word and deed. What's said and done by a heart and mind given over to Christ signals holiness. And fruitful holiness is always humble. Never loud, out, and proud. Humility is the honey to self-righteousness' vinegar. We might prefer that the Rules of Holiness specify permitted and forbidden behaviors. Like children who need enumerated rules, we find it easier not to have to guess about what is good and evil. But hearts and minds vowed to Christ already know that love comes first. Willing the Best, who is God, comes first. And then forgiveness, mercy, faith, hope. Surrender and thanksgiving. None of these go into the body to make it clean. All of them, however, come out of the body and soul – immediately contagious, ready to propagate. Think of yourself as Jesus' Patient Zero. And go infect someone with Divine Love!   



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More sitting, less worrying

St. Scholastica

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving


The Devil rejoices when you worry. He wants you to be anxious. Why? If he can convince you that your worrying can actually change things in the real world, then he can keep you focused on trying to be God. While you're trying to be God – changing the world with your magical worry – you will fail to recognize that you have become your own idol. Worry, spiritual anxiety is the liturgy we use to worship Self. For e.g., Martha is fretting about Mary while Mary is contemplating Christ. Martha is wasting time and energy trying to control Mary, trying to will her into helping her with the chores. Jesus tells Martha that Mary has chosen the better part. Now, we could conclude from this that sitting in silent contemplation of the Lord is objectively better than being up and about doing stuff for the household. But notice that the issue here is not contemplation vs. action. The issue here is Martha's anxiety. Could Martha serenely contemplate the Lord while serving? Could Mary be in the throes of worry while sitting quietly next to Jesus? Yes to both. But the Enemy has convinced Martha that whining to the Lord is a good way to control Mary. And controlling Mary is a good way for Martha to worship herself. In the real world, Martha isn't serving the Lord; she's serving herself, her true god. That she is “worried and anxious about many things” is evidence of her idolatry. Now, before we conclude that Martha is some sort of horrible person – keep in mind – Martha loves Jesus. She has acknowledged him as her Lord. And she believes that bustling around fetching him tea and biscuits is evidence of her devotion. Notice what's missing. She is focused on service as service. She is focused on doing just for the sake of doing. She has forgotten why she serves. Could Martha serenely contemplate the Lord while serving? Of course she could. Why doesn't she? Because she sees her service as an end in itself. The point of service – for her – is to serve. She has forgotten that loving the Lord is the point of service, loving Christ and giving him the glory is the goal. When Jesus tells Martha that Mary has chosen the “better part,” he is not telling her that active service is inferior to contemplation. He's telling her that being at peace in his love is better than worshiping the Self with anxiety. So, if you find yourself “worrying about many things,” try handing those things over to Christ and sitting at his feet instead. IOW, choose the better part.






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I belong to Christ

St. Agatha

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving

Everything word you just heard read is foolishness. And Jesus sounds the fool for speaking them. At least, that's how the world hears him. The world wants to hear that the things it loves – self, wealth, popularity, power – that the things of the world ultimately matter. And if there is nothing beyond death, then the world is right. If there is nothing more to being a rational animal than genetic survival and a chance at social standing then, again, the world is right. And Jesus is a fool for saying otherwise. However, if there is something more, something more fundamental to being a human person, to being a creature made in the image and likeness of God, then it's the world that's foolish, and Jesus is a prophet. Paul writes to the Corinthians, God chose the foolish of the world to shame the wise, and God chose the weak of the world to shame the strong, and God chose the lowly and despised of the world...to reduce to nothing those who are something...” God chooses the foolish, the weak, the lowly, and the despised to show the wise, the strong, the lofty, and the adored that everything they treasure is – in the end – dust. Set against eternity, everything made is temporary. Only a fool trusts what can pass away.

So Jesus teaches a better way. Deny yourself, take up your cross, and follow him. As easy as that sounds, we know it isn't. Even if we are determined to be fools for Christ, the way is difficult. We're flesh and blood. This means we're dependent on the things of world to survive. We're social animals. We need family and friends. We're intelligent and curious by nature, so we explore and learn. We make things, use them to make other things, and it is too easy to become attached to the things we make. It's even easier to think of ourselves as the things we make. We can become idols who make other idols. Little gods worshiping ourselves. So, Jesus says again, “Deny yourself, take up your cross, and follow me.” Just three seemingly simple commands to turn us toward the eternal and away from the temporary. To turn us back to the One Who made us and remade us in Christ Jesus. When the temptation comes to make this world your temple, as yourself, “What profit is there for [me] to gain the whole world yet lose [myself]?” Then answer: I belong to Christ.




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19 January 2025

Do whatever he tells you

2nd Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving

Jesus transforms what we need to live into what we need to live well. Water into wine. Why? He does this to announce – in word and deed – the beginning of his public ministry. He lays claim to his divine Sonship. He shows the wedding guests and all of us that he comes to change survival into celebration, to change “just getting by” into thriving on God's abundance. In the next three years, Jesus transforms the Law of stone into the Law of love; he transforms the sacrifices of the temple into the one sacrifice of the cross; he transforms suffering and death into joy and everlasting life. The Wedding at Cana is transformed from just another nuptial celebration into the unique sign of Christ's Sonship and serves as the beginning of his wedded life to the church! The physical miracle of water changing into wine is also a sacramental sign, evidence of God's grace working in the world to seduce us and draw us into the life of the Spirit, a life of holiness. Why does Jesus do as his Mother asks? Simple: the wedding guests need wine for the celebration. And we need his body and blood to live and thrive. Are we, are you ready to be transformed – sinner to saint – by the power of Christ's healing touch?

Jesus' first move into public ministry happens at a wedding? Off choice. But if we take the miracle at the wedding feast of Cana as a sign that God wants us to celebrate and thrive and not just get by and survive, we come closer to understanding the nature of the Church as Bride. Where do we find the bond of love and self-sacrifice? Where do we find the clearest declaration of God's intention to bring us back to Him? Where do we go to receive His blessings and to give Him thanks and praise? The one Body, the Church, His Bride. We find all these – love, self-sacrifice, blessing – we find them all here. . .among brothers and sisters, among the worst and least of God's children, among the best and greatest of His saints. Jesus doesn't reveal himself as the divine Son to a clique, or a secret society; nor does he hoard his power and dole it out sparingly. He spends it. . .extravagantly, at a party. He creates a luxury and helps the guests enjoy God's abundance. Think of Mary Magdalen and the expensive perfume oil she pours out on Jesus' feet. Think of the 5,000 who feast on a few fish and a few loaves of bread. Think of the hundred-fold harvest reaped from a single seed. Think of the Cross and the expense of your redemption, Christ's blood poured out. For his Bride, the Bridegroom desires joy, peace, prosperity. And above all, holiness.

Jesus transforms what we need to live into what we need to live well. Water into wine. He transforms who we are right now into who we were always made to be. Sinners into saints. His public ministry starts at Cana. With a miracle. It ends – apparently – on a bloodied cross. With an execution. But the miracles do not end there. They continue for another 2,025 years. Yearly, daily, even hourly. Right up until [time] on Sunday, January 19, 2025 at St. Albert the Great Priory, Irving, TX. And they will continue so long as you and I “do whatever he says.” And what does he say? “Fill the jars with water.” A practical task, easily done. Literally. But as a sign, a sign of his Sonship, “fill the jars with water” is much, much more than an order to perform a job. It's an order to prepare that which will be transformed. It's an order to set the stage; to get ready; to provide your life to become everything God created you to be. He will not transform you w/o you. He will not make you into Someone Holy w/o your cooperation. He will wait until your jar is filled.

Ordinary Time – ordered time – is all about filling your jar. It's about the daily, mundane work of getting ourselves ready to go from ordinary water to extraordinary wine. From sinner to saint. This is the time we perfect our obedience. When we do whatever he tells us. When we speak to the Father, giving Him thanks and praise. When we bear witness in word and deed to His mercy. When we love, forgive, deny the self, take up our cross, and follow him. This is the time when we set aside the need for control, the need to be right, the need to dominate. And instead admit that we need to surrender, to unclench a heart and mind pinched with anxiety and worry. We need to celebrate our victory in Christ and walk away from the fight we were never meant to fight, a fight that ended with the Empty Tomb. Are you, are we ready to be transformed? If not, there's time. Fill your jar. With fervent prayer. Daily acts of mercy and kindness. Moments of intense surrender to the Father's loving care. And...do whatever he tells you.


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17 January 2025

Hey, you asked!

St Anthony, abbot
Fr. Philip N. Powell, OP
St. Albert the Great, Irving


I'm one of those “bottom-line” types of people. Just tell me straight up what I need to know. Save the polite preface, skip the weasel words, and just Say It, whatever It is. When I'm teaching, I like discussion and what-if's and not really knowing exactly where we're going. But in everything else, especially things like practical problems to be solved and questions to be answered, I want concision, clarity, and precision. I appreciate the RYM for asking the question he wants answered, “Teacher, what good must I do to gain eternal life?” Jesus, not known for his crystal clarity, answers in a typically teacherly fashion, “Why do you ask me about the good?” Great. Here we go. Answering a question with a question. Making me think. Making me question my assumptions. Just tell me the answer so I can repeat it on the exam at the Last Judgment! Then, he does, “If you wish to enter into life, keep the commandments.” Now we're getting somewhere! A concrete answer. Something to do. Then comes the spiritual nuke: “If you wish to be perfect, go, sell what you have and give to the poor...Then come, follow me.” Hey, buddy, you asked.

The RYM seems to be in a hurry. He asks Jesus the question he wants answered. Jesus answers, “Keep the commandments.” The RYM asks another question: “Which ones?” This question translates into: OK stop with the philosophical muttering and weird religious speculation and just give me the formula, the prayer, the sacrifice, or the whatever it is that gets me into heaven because I'm a bottom line kinda guy and your cryptic zen puzzles are annoying me and making me think and I just wanna know how not to go to hell so please, Jesus, tell me what's going to be on the Test at the End so I can spit it back up and get my eternal A+. Jesus, being a good teacher, tells him which of the commandments he must observe and the RYM says (in effect), “Been there, done those. What else?” Jesus, ever the one for surprise and difficult demands says, (in effect), “Sell all of your stuff, give the money to the poor, then come, follow me. This is just how you start on your perfection.”

Not a good answer for the RYM b/c, well, he’s rich and young. So he goes away sad. And then Jesus tells his disciples that it is hard for one who is rich to enter the kingdom of God. Why? Probably b/c riches incline one to cling to them, making it difficult to follow Christ in a life of poverty. It’s not the having that’s the problem; it’s the clinging. Remember: you become what you love. Cling to temporary things and you become a temporary thing. Easily bought and sold, easily lost. Cling to Christ and his work and you become Christ to do his work.

The temptation, of course, is the path of least resistance. Just tell me, Father, what I need to do! Bottom-line it for me, padre! The truth is: holiness is work, hard work and there are no shortcuts. I could tell you to throw on scapular or pray a novena or sing a litany to St. Jude and all of those would be fruitful. But none of them will substitute for following Christ in his work – healing, feeding, clothing, visiting those in need, those who need our help and want our company. There’s no magic spell to holiness, no Instant Win scratch-off card that guarantees you heaven. If you want to be perfect, unclench your heart, move your feet on Christ’s way, lift your hands in prayer, attach yourself to nothing temporary, rather, give yourself to eternity. And listen again to Jesus: “Give what you have to poor, come, follow me.”


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04 January 2025

Epiphany: what has been made known?

Epiphany of the Lord

Fr. Philip Neri Powell OP
OLR, NOLA


What has been made known? That's what an epiphany is – the event, the moment when the unknown is made known. When the obscured is clarified. The Magi find the Christ Child in Bethlehem; pay him homage as their King; and gift him with treasures proper to his station. What do their visit and their gifts make known to us? Paul shares the Magi's revelation with the Ephesians: “...the Gentiles are coheirs, members of the same body, and copartners in the promise in Christ Jesus through the gospel.” He adds, “[This mystery] was not made known to people in other generations as it has now been revealed...” For centuries, the Jews waited for the arrival of the Messiah. He was their Savior, their long-promised salvation from sin and death. Even after Christ's birth and the start of his public ministry, even after his sacrifice on the cross and resurrection from the dead, some still held to the cherished belief that the Messiah came to save the Jews and them alone. The Magi – priests and astrologers from the East, Gentiles to their bones – reveal a different mission for the Christ Child: he comes to save us all. Gentiles and Jews alike.

The Magi – knowing who and what the Christ Child is – prostrate themselves and open their treasures to him. Having submitted themselves to his kingly rule, they depart, leaving Herod to wonder where his potential rival for royal authority rests. Now, with Baby Jesus napping in Bethlehem and Herod fuming in Jerusalem, all of humanity is thrown into the daily existential drama of choosing a King. To whom do we submit? A prince of this world? Or the Prince of Peace? A temporary king in a temporary kingdom? Or the eternal King of the whole universe? Herod will go on to reveal the corruption at the heart of his kingdom. He will order the slaughter of all male children two years old and younger. He will sacrifice the lives of babies for his power but move not one inch to sacrifice himself for the sake of another. Christ too will go on to reveal the majesty and power of his Father's Kingdom. He will sacrifice himself for our sake, giving his life – human and divine – on the Cross for the salvation of his people. The epiphany shows us that Gentile and Jew alike can be saved by the Christ. It also shows us how to live in a world ruled by Herods. What must we do?

Remember who you are! You are members of the Body of Christ. You are coheirs to the Father's Kingdom. You are partners in the mission and ministry of Christ Jesus. Two thousand years ago, the Word became flesh and lived and moved among us. At your baptism, you too became the Word made flesh. You live and move and have your being in the Word. Who you are is the Word. Incorporated into the Body, you inherit a kingdom and become a partner in that kingdom's rule. You have chosen Christ as your King. Yet! Herod rules the world. And we know that we cannot serve two Masters. So, we live in the rule of a Herod but under the rule of Christ. To accomplish this exhausting task, we are given – weekly, even daily – the Body and Blood of our King to sustain us. We are given him who saves us, strengthens us, blesses us, and brings us to our perfection in him. Remember who you are. And remember what you have vowed to do. The Magi revealed the Christ to us. Now it's our turn to reveal the Christ to the world. With every thought, word, and deed, wherever you happen to be, whatever you happen to be doing – reveal Christ as your King. Show his mercy. Show his love. Repeat his offer of salvation from sin and death. Make him known. You are given the strength and courage to accomplish this. Do it!

This Mass will end like every other Mass you've ever attended – with a final blessing and a dismissal. These two small bits of liturgical action signal to most that it's almost time to head home for lunch/dinner and catch a football game on TV. But if you pay attention, you'll hear and experience something more profound than an ending. You'll hear and experience a beginning. The final blessing grants you God's favor and lifts you up in your pursuit of holiness. It sets you apart from the world, consecrating you to a specific purpose: to be Christ in the world. So consecrated, you are dismissed, sent out. You are given a charge, an order for your work as a Christ. The last words you hear exhort you take what you have received in this Mass and share it with the world. We find comfort in the regularity of the liturgy – the predictability of the responses; the order of the rites. We find strength and courage in the readings and in knowing that Christ is truly present on the altar. We may even enjoy the fellowship we find here. But we were not saved from sin and death to live comfortable lives in a church building. We were saved to be sent out. We were saved to be bearers of the Good News.



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