17th Sunday OT
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
Our Lady of the Rosary, NOLA
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
Our Lady of the Rosary, NOLA
Divine
providence: God provides. We are asked this evening to acknowledge
and receive all that our Father has to give us. And all that God has
to give us is God Himself. Our Father takes care of us so that we
might come to Him in love and live with Him eternally. When it comes
to providing for His people our God is never stingy, never thrifty.
By nature, He is always generous, abundantly gracious, even
extravagant. But here's the thing. . .He provides in copious amounts
all that we need to
come to Him in love.
Not all that we might want. Not all that we think we deserve. But all
that we need to come to Him in love. What God knows we need to thrive
is not always what we think we need to survive. Our daily challenge
is ask for and receive from God all that we truly
need and not worry
over the stuff that cannot bring us closer to Him.
How
do we even begin to tackle this task? How do we effectively separate
what we truly need
from what we merely
want? One way to do
this is to think about The Basics for Survival. Ask yourself: what
can I not live without? Literally, not live without. Meaning, if I
didn't have this, I would die. Food and water come to mind. Some sort
of shelter from the elements. Clothing would be good. For some of us,
we could add this or that medication. With access to these things we
could keep body and soul together. That's a good start but our goal
here is not mere survival. Yes, we need to be alive in order to get
closer to God in this life but just getting by isn't the same as
thriving under His care. We need more than the material necessities
to fulfill our goal, our end in love. Remember the purpose of
creation is “that all creatures should manifest the glory of God”*
and for us in particular it is to attain “the full development of
[our human] nature and to eternal happiness in God.” What do we
need on a daily basis to assist us in fully developing our human
nature so that we might attain eternal happiness in God? The one
thing we need more than anything else is God Himself. We cannot
become the men and women we were made to be w/o Him. And we certainly
cannot attain eternal happiness w/o the source of that happiness
working in our lives.
If
you knew this already, then you know that merely surviving as an
intelligent animal is not your reason for being. If you didn't know
this, then hear it again: we need God not only to exist, to survive
as we are, we also need Him to thrive, to grow, and to become
perfectly human, perfectly happy as Christ himself was perfectly
human and perfectly happy. God's providence, His loving-care for us,
comes to us as graces, gifts, freely given. Our tradition tells us
that “Providence is God Himself,” God gives Himself to us for our
spiritual provision. He gives Himself to us in our existence – that
we exist at all is His gift. He gives Himself to us in our ability to
love one another – that we are capable of loving is His gift. He
gives Himself to us in our desire to return to Him – that we long
for happiness, peace, consolation is His gift. He gives Himself to us
in His sacraments, His Church, His Word—that we are one Body in
Christ is His gift. He gives Himself to us in faith, hope, charity –
that we are able to trust Him and His promises is a gift. All we need
to flourish and grow toward happiness is provided; freely,
abundantly, extravagantly given. Why then do we find ourselves so
often wallowing in unhappiness? It's not for lack for divine
provision. It's b/c we have yet to find a workable way of separating
what we truly need
from we merely want.
When we are unhappy, we are dwelling on what we do not have. We have
locked ourselves in the prison of scarcity, a self-made spiritual
illusion.
Paul
is in prison – a real prison – for preaching the Good News. He
writes a letter to the Church in Ephesus, urging them “to live in a
manner worthy of the call [they] have received. . .” What call have
they received? They were called to Christ by Paul to live lives of
repentance and sacrificial love. This sort of life must be lived with
“all humility and gentleness, with patience. . .” There's no
mention here of a new car, a better paying job, a better-looking
spouse, smarter kids, the latest electronic gadget, or an off-shore
tax shelter. Humility, gentleness, and patience. All divinely
provided free of charge. Have you received these gifts so that you
might be happy? If you have received them, do you use them? How
should we live together? Paul writes that living lives worthy of our
call means “bearing with one another through love, striving to
preserve the unity of the spirit through the bond of peace.” No
mention of liking one another; agreeing with one another politically;
being thrilled to bump into one another at Mass; or going to the
movies together. Bear with one another in love; strive to be one in
the spirit b/c we all want peace. Also, all divinely provided. Have
you received these gifts and do you use them if you have? From the
prison-cell of scarcity, all we can ever see is what we do not have.
Wanting is not needing. If you need it to grow in holiness, it has
already been given to you.
Look
at the 5,000 who gather around Jesus to hear him preach and watch him
heal. When Jesus sees the crowd, he wants to feed them. He turns to
his disciples and asks a perfectly reasonable question: can we afford
to feed this many with what we have? Philip, avoiding the question,
anxiously notes that even if they spent the wages earned over 200
days, they wouldn’t have enough food. Andrew pushes forward a boy
who has some food, but gloomily notes that the little he has won’t
be enough for the crowd. Can’t you hear and see Jesus sigh and roll
of the eyes!? At this late date, these two still don’t get it!
Philip and Andrew see only scarcity; they see only what they don't
have or how little they have. Jesus doesn’t berate them. He teaches
them: “Have the people recline.” Have the people prepare to
feast. And they do. And afterward Jesus tells his disciples to pay
attention to the excesses of the feast, what’s leftover, the
abundant remainder of what they could only see at first as scarcity.
Is this a lesson about how to stretch a meal on a budget? No. Jesus
feeds us with the bread of eternal life – all that we need to
attain perfect happiness. Philip and Andrew do not see the
possibilities packed into the bread Christ offers the crowd. Not only
is there enough for everyone, there's an abundance of leftovers. In
other words, there is mercy and love and trust enough for everyone to
attain their happiness and leftovers besides. God provides in copious
amounts all that we need to come to Him in love. What He knows we
need to thrive is not always what we think we need to survive.
Our
daily challenge is to ask for and receive all that we truly need and not
worry about the stuff that cannot bring us closer to God. We are free
from the prison of sin; do not lock yourself up in the prison-cell of
scarcity. Receive what God has given you – all that you truly need
– and thrive onto eternal happiness in Him!
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Thanks - I needed to read this today, though it was entirely unfair of you to write in such a way that I started crying in the first paragraph. It made reading the rest of the homily quite challenging!
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