12th Week OT (Th)
Lord, did I not go to Mass everyday? Did I not send my kids to Faustina/Highlands/UD? Did I not give to the Dominicans' renovation fund? Did I not daily pray the rosary/the Office/the Divine Mercy chaplet? Did I not go to confession weekly and always do my penance? “I never knew you. Depart from me, you evildoer.” Harsh. Evildoer? How does going to Mass, giving to the Church, and praying everyday make one an evildoer? Jesus replies, “. . .only the one who does the will of my Father. . .will enter the Kingdom of heaven.” But giving, praying, and repenting are all included in the will of the Father! True. But on what sort of foundation are building your spiritual home? If your foundation is “doing good stuff” to get to heaven, then you might be doing stuff for selfish reasons. That's a weak foundation. If you are “doing good stuff” to be seen doing good stuff. . .well, that's almost no foundation at all. Maybe you're doing good stuff out of guilt. Or from a sense of obligation b/c you have been given so much. Or b/c you're too shy or embarrassed or lazy to say No to doing good deeds. There are as many bad reasons to be virtuous as there are people who try to be virtuous for bad reasons. Jesus says that the wise man builds his house on solid rock – an unchanging, timeless, immovable foundation. By nature, mere human motives for virtue are temporary. We want congratulations. We want recognition. We want to feel “good” about ourselves. We want, we want, we want. Want dies with the person. What you want goes with you into the grave. If Jesus is to come to know us and we him, then our spiritual house must be firmly built on eternal rock. Sounds good. But what does it mean practically? Practically, it means that our “good deeds” must be motivated by nothing more than a need to give God glory. We pray, give, work, teach, preach – everything we do from writing checks to the OP's to sending the kids to Catholic schools to being considerate to others in traffic, everything must be done for no other reason than to show the world the wonders of the Father's love and mercy. To not only appear to be but to actually be distributors of God's truth, goodness, and beauty. A water hose doesn't think about why it is delivering water to the garden. A car doesn't consider its motives for taking you to the pharmacy. But you and I, we are rational animals, so we must ponder our motives for doing good. And when we do, our motive has to be: this gives God glory; this good deed points to God's generosity, to His greater love, to His truth. Why? The only reason we have anything at all to give is b/c God gave it to us to give away in first place. We all have what we have – wealth, power, intelligence, education, organizational skills – whatever we have, we have it all only b/c God wills that we give it away and point back to Him as our source. For Himself, He doesn't need the recognition or the glory, of course. But those whom He wills to be free from sin and death do need to see how He works in our lives so that they can allow Him into theirs. The rock solid foundation for our spiritual homes is sacrificial love: giving it all away for no other reason than it was all given to us by God to be given away. Do this, then he will declare to us solemnly, I have always known you. Come to me, you good and faithful servants.