29th Sunday OT
Fr. Philip N. Powell,
OP
St. Dominic Church/O.L.R., NOLA
We
spend a lot of time and money avoiding discomfort, suffering, and
death. To avoid discomfort
we have invented air conditioning (thank God!), recliners, elastic
waistbands, and arch support inserts. To avoid suffering
we invented political philosophies that guarantee us that no one will
be rich or poor, and religions that teach that suffering is as an
effect of desire and so we must work to destroy desire. To avoid
death
we have invented surgeries, drugs, diets and exercises, and genetic
therapies. To avoid death we have also invented ways of creating and
re-creating ourselves beyond death – the beautiful artifacts of
literature, monuments, memory, music, and art. As rational animals
destined for immortality, we can waste our mortal lives avoiding the
inevitable discomforts and sufferings of living in this world. So,
our Lord wants to know, “Can you drink the cup that I drink or be
baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?” Can you suffer
and die like I will suffer and die?
How
much of your daily life is about avoiding discomfort, suffering, and
death? Better question: as members of the Body of Christ, heirs to
the Father’s Kingdom, are we called to avoid discomfort, suffering,
and death? Is this part of our ministry as disciples, as apostles?
Well, when is sacrificial service NOT about discomfort, suffering,
and death?
Isaiah
teaches us exactly how suffering is essential to sacrificial service:
“If he gives his life as an offering for sin…the will of the Lord
shall be accomplished through him. Because of his affliction he shall
see the light in fullness of days; through his suffering, my servant
shall justify many, and their guilt he shall bear.” Note these
three: “if he gives his life,” “because of his affliction,”
and “through his suffering.” And note the progression: the Lord’s
servant freely offers himself for the sin of others…he sees the
light in fullness b/c of this sacrificial service…and through his
suffering – his willing acceptance of our sin for a higher purpose
– the servant brings many to righteousness. He justifies us before
the Lord. In other words, because he was discomforted, b/c he
suffered, b/c he died, we do not have to. We are instead comforted,
free of anxious worry, and we may live eternally.
So,
if this is true why then do we still work so hard to avoid
discomfort, run so fast from suffering, and dodge around death
strenuously? We do not
want to be last. We
are creatures of Firsts – first across the line, at the top of our
game, highest score, fastest time, strongest lift, best grade, first
prize, deepest soul, hardest body…all to weaken, all to weaken and
fade, all of it weakening, fading, dying. And for what?
Who
wants to be a servant? Who wants the work of serving others? There is
no glamour there, no applause, no dramatic ovation or a big bouquet
of roses. It’s humble work that makes someone’s life better, but
all it does for me is leave me with sweaty armpits, dirty hands, a
sore back, and a logjam on my own housework or my DVD watching.
Surely, it is better to be served; better to be first and not last; a
Master and not a slave. It is!
If
you will be in this world and of it, then you are morally obligated
to pursue the best, the first, the highest. To be in and of the world
is to be in and of the virtues the world holds up as Good. To be
otherwise is suicide. You must honor the bottom-line. Praise
efficiency. Worship at the altar of productivity. Practice
winner-take-all competition. Lose the losers. Appeal to no power
mightier than civil law. Here’s your bumper sticker: “If you have
yours, I can’t have mine.” You must celebrate my needs as my
rights, otherwise you are oppressing me. You must also celebrate my
wants as my rights, otherwise you are hating me. Requiring me to
serve others is just you trying to control me with guilt. I don’t
do guilt. My adult spirituality is an eclectic weaving together of
the best elements of a variety of religious traditions – none of
which requires anything of me, especially not sacrificial service! If
you will be of this world and in it, you must conform to its virtues:
work-pride, self-avarice, power-lust, gift-envy, success-gluttony,
failure-wrath, and soul-sloth. Play with these worldly virtues or
risk their opposing vices: ignored in modesty, disrespected for
generosity, mocked for purity, taken for granted in kindness,
ostracized for abstinence, laughed at for any mercy shown, and hated
for one’s holy industry.
If
you will be great among the Lord’s disciples, however, you will
serve. If you will be first among the apostles, you will be a slave
to all.
The
pain that Jesus endures on the cross does not save us. The beatings
by the Roman soldiers, the betrayal of his disciples, the political
backstabbing wheeling-dealing of Pilate – all of these cause Jesus
pain. This pain does not save us. Pain itself is not redemptive.
Isaiah hears the Lord say, “If he gives his life as an offering for
sin…the will of the Lord shall be accomplished through him.” If
he gives. James and John ask Jesus to be honored in his kingdom.
Jesus says to his honor-seeking disciples: “You do not know what
you are asking. Can you drink the cup that I drink…?” They say,
“We can.” We can drink the cup that you, Lord, drink – the same
cup that Jesus later prays will pass him by! For the Servant’s pain
to be redemptive, for Jesus’ pain on the cross to be redemptive, it
must be suffered, that is, “allowed.” It must be taken on with a
will and directed to the benefit of others. To wallow in pain is just
to wallow in pain. Nothing more. To take up pain in the service of
others, to designate pain as a sacrifice, to make it holy by giving
it away for a holy end – that is suffering! And this suffering
mocks the Devil, rotating the unholy virtues of pride and greed and
converts them into humility and generosity.
Discomfort
is eased. Suffering is avoided. Death is delayed. We will invent and
re-invent human civilization after human civilization in order to
ease our discomfort, to avoid our suffering, and to delay our deaths.
And we will lift up and parade the secular virtues to justify our
refusal to take on service for others. But is this what we as
Christians are called to do? Are we called to avoid discomfort,
suffering, and death? No. We are called to transform discomfort,
suffering, and death; to make each into the good habit of being
Christs for others. We are called to turn discomfort into the virtue
of humility; to turn pain into the art of redemptive suffering; to
turn death into a witness to everlasting Life!
Our
Lord did not die on the cross so that we might be blue ribbon winners
or gold medalists. He died on the cross to show us how to be the
friends of God. How to be servants to one another. He gave his life
as a ransom for many so that we will know how to give our lives as a
ransom for many more.
What
does your life stand for? What do you represent in the world? Whom do
you serve? Here’s a question for you: will you die for me? For that
guy behind you? For your next door neighbor? If you will give your
life as an offering for sin, the will of the Lord will be
accomplished through you. And because of your affliction you will see
the light in fullness of day. Will you be small in the kingdom of God
by dying to pride and greed in the service of others? Or will you
insist on being great among the Great of the World and in the end
find yourself among the Great who proudly rule the smoking trash
heaps of Gehenna?
Can
you drink the cup our Lord's drinks? Can you suffer and die for
name's sake?
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