Do you need a Jobian trial?

Saint Thérèse of the Child Jesus

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St. Dominic Priory, NOLA

Brothers, I think we're supposed to pity Job. All the horrors that happen to him. We're suppose to recoil and give thanks to God that we haven't been tested like he was. And that would be exactly the right reaction. But consider this: in the middle of his trial Job is more confident than ever that God will see him vindicated AND his desire to be with his Lord is radically clarified: “. . .my inmost being is consumed with longing.” Satan's plan is to break Job's dependence on God. Satan bets that Job will buckle under the torture and renounce God, giving in to pride and eventually taking the doomed path of trying to become god w/o God. He doesn't. Instead, Job accepts reality as it is not as he wishes it were. He accepts his creatureliness as a given, knowing – as a matter of providence – that his existence is a gift. This truth is what makes his trial bearable, if not entirely intelligible. We know how Job's trial ends. We know that his attempt to grasp at an explanation, an answer to why?, ends in mystery. How does this mystery deepen our own longing for God? Do we need a Jobian trial to perfect our humility?!

 

 

 

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Pull down the idol of Self

 

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26^th Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

OLR, NOLA

It seems that disobedience comes naturally to us. Our first impulse is to say NO to God and hope we can get away with saying NO. We can. For a little while at least. In the end though – disobedience comes around to bite us in the. . .the rear. If we're smart, we'll take that bite, jump in surprise, and mend our ways, returning to the straight and narrow that leads to eternal life. Like the first son in Jesus' parable, we might say NO at first but then realize how dumb that is and repent. Saying NO and repenting later is certainly better than the path taken by the second son – saying YES to God and then doing nothing. This is both a lie and an act of disobedience. The bite that comes after this little charade will hurt. . . forever. So, how do we overcome the vicious habit of saying NO to God? How do we get into the habit of obedience, the habit of listening for God's will and following Him? Paul helps us out here: “Do nothing out of selfishness or out of vainglory; rather, humbly regard others as more important than yourselves. . .Have in you the same attitude that is also in Christ Jesus.” Disobedience grows out of pride; pride is conquered by humility; and humility is nurtured by repentance.

Disobedience grows out of pride. Fundamentally, pride is the vicious habit of thinking and acting as if I can become god w/o God; that is, that I can achieve perfection w/o any help from God. If I can achieve my end – perfection in heaven – w/o any help from God, then there is no reason for me to be obedient to God's will. This is the lie that the Serpent told Eve in the Garden – “You can be like God.” How? By disobeying Him. This tendency to ignore God and outright defy His will is part and parcel of our fallen human nature. How much time and energy do we waste trying to find the perfection we long for and at the same time ignore the only Perfect Way available to us? DIY religion is quite the trend these days. Pick and choose, buffet-style from a wide diversity of options and blend them all together into a comfortable, happy little spirituality that soothes the seared conscience and provides an incredibly shallow sense of spiritual depth. Or we could substitute political activism for religion and feed self-righteousness with outrage, believing that our anger will somehow propel us into a secular saintliness. If we choose anyone or anything but Christ, we are choosing Self. We are choosing pride and willful ignorance. And this path leads to destruction. Every single time.

Fortunately, pride is conquered by humility. If choosing the Self above all others – including God – leads to destruction, then choosing Others over Self perfects humility. Humility is nothing more than acknowledging the truth that I am totally dependent on God for everything I have and everything I am. Nothing I have, nothing I am is truly mine. It all belongs to God. Whatever gifts I have belong to God. My education, my experiences, my talents, my memories, my priesthood, my religious life – all belong to God. My family, friends, colleagues; those who call themselves my enemies – all of them belong to God. The more deeply I acknowledge and live out this truth, the more deeply am I able surrender to God's will and use all that He has given me to preach and teach His Good News. And the more deeply I surrender, the closer I get to being perfected in His Christ. IOW, the less I struggle to take control of my own perfection, the freer I am to receive the perfection He freely gives. Pride clings to Self. Pride stubbornly controls and seeks control. Pride urges me to proclaim myself the god of my life. Pride makes ME into an idol for me.

How do we depose the idol of Self and turn toward Others? Humility is nurtured by repentance. The first son says NO and then repents. Saying NO to God is certainly a sin, but repenting and turning to obedience is salvation. We are free to say to God NO. But saying NO to God traps us in slavery to sin. Once we say NO, it gets harder and harder to say anything else. Over time, we become fools, unable to distinguish Good from Evil. We can hold pride in check and put off becoming fools by naming our sins, repenting of them, and receiving God's always, already offered forgiveness. This is simply a process of saying to God, “I belong to You, Lord. Everything I have and everything I am is Yours! What would You have me do with what is Yours?” Think of repentance as the daily, hourly intentional return to the Truth of who you really are in Christ. When some other god worms its way onto the throne of our heart, repentance is only tool you need to accomplish a coup. Turn to Others and give freely from all that the Father has freely given to you. Turn to God and freely give back to Him everything you have and everything you are. Pull down the idol of Self. Be free to become Christ!

 

 

 

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Are you envious of God's generosity?

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25^th Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

OLR, NOLA

I had knee surgery in the summer of 2015. Before the anesthesia hit me, I told the surgeon, “Doc, I can't dance. I can't sing. My modeling career ended 30yrs and 200lbs ago. All I got is my brains. Please don't mess that up!” Confused, he responded, “Father, we're operating on your knee not your brain.” I said, “Yeah, well, I take no chances.” Knowing your gifts and protecting them is just good stewardship. Likewise, coveting the gifts of others, being jealous of the riches God has given your neighbors, is a waste of time and a doorway to spiritual misery. While you are busy envying your friend's gift of song, or your neighbor's gift of dance, you are also busy neglecting the gifts God has given you. The Devil loves envy precisely b/c it is a monstrous wasting of your limited time on earth. Envy is an empty longing to possess a gift that will never be yours b/c it was never meant to be yours. When you find yourself daydreaming in jealousy, think back on this reading: “My friend, I am not cheating you...Take what is yours and go...Are you envious because I am generous?” Great question. Are you envious of God's generosity?

I'll confess. I often am. I know my gifts, and I am grateful for them. But there are times when I read a great novel and find myself jealous of the novelist. Or when I see someone drawing a portrait and wish that I could do that. People who can sing or play musical instruments provoke a bit of envy at times. God's generosity is abundant, but it is also specific; that is, we do not all get the same gifts in equal measure. This goes for spiritual as well as material gifts. Some trust God more easily than others. A few are able to live in hope more deeply than most. For many, sacrificial love rises to the challenge more slowly than it does for the gifted. We are all called to be saints. But we are called to be the kind of saints we are gifted to be. That's not an easy truth to swallow. Different gifts means different paths, different tasks, different challenges. It also means resisting the temptation to covet gifts you haven't been given. Envy is poison. It breeds resentment and anger. It darkens the mind and rots the heart. Envy encourages neglect of one's own gifts and violence against those you covet. Ask yourself: am I envious of God's generosity? If so, how do I move toward gratitude?

Paul, writing to the Philippians, shows us one way to answer this question. Paul is torn between his desire to be with Christ after death and his duty to continue preaching and teaching the Good News. He writes, “I long to depart this life and be with Christ, for that is far better. Yet that I remain in the flesh is more necessary for your benefit.” Paul recognizes that he has been gifted with the authority to lead the Church, to labor fruitfully among Christ's people as an apostle. And at the same time, he longs for nothing more than to be with Christ in heaven: “For to me life is Christ, and death is gain.” BUT his gifts require him to “remain in the flesh,” among his people, serving their needs; preaching, teaching; building up the Church. Paul sacrifices his life in the flesh – makes his life holy – by freely giving his gifts from God back to the Church in service. He could've use his gifts to set up a church in competition with Christ's church. He could've declared himself a prophet and gathered a following to rival Peter, James, and John. He could've even used his gifts of oratory to deny Christ and continue his persecution of the Church. Instead, with gratitude, he receives his gifts and puts them to the good use of preaching and teaching the Good News...even as he longs to be with Christ in death. Do not be envious of God's generosity; be grateful.

Think about how much anxiety, resentment, and anger are churned up in your life by envy. If you measure your worth against the gifts other have received, while ignoring your own gifts, you will always fall short. You will always appear diminished, less-than, neglected. If you spend your time and energy longing to have what was never given to you, you throw away – unused – everything that has been given to you. If you are anxious, resentful, or angry, it might be b/c the Devil has succeeded in drawing your attention away from God's generosity to you and toward the apparent “better gifts” of your neighbors. There are no “better gifts.” Each gift is given precisely to the one to whom it belongs. No one else can use your gifts in the way you can. God knows this. And His generosity ensures that everyone possesses exactly the gifts he/she needs to serve Him and His people. The challenge our Lord levels at each one of us is to receive His gifts and make them holy by using them to preach and teach the Gospel in the world. There is no room for anxiety, resentment, or anger in this charge. There is only surrender to God and gratitude for His infinite Goodness and Generosity.

 

 

 

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Could you do that?

 

24^th Week OT (R)

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St. Dominic Priory, NOLA

Given our middle-class manners and overall commitment to modern standards of hygiene, to say nothing of our recent descent into collective germaphobia, I'm betting that we'd have the Sinful Woman arrested and placed on a 72hr psych hold if she pulled this stunt nowadays. I'm pretty sure we wouldn't recognize her bizarre behavior as adoration much less a plea for forgiveness. And even if we did, we might be tempted to look around for a camera, suspecting that we were unwitting participants in a piece of political theater. Regardless of our specific reactions, can we honestly say that we would've react any better than the Pharisees did? While they were motivated by jealousy of Jesus' power as a religious figure, we might be motivated to react because. . .? The woman is embarrassing herself in public? She's disrupting a polite dinner party? Being wasteful? Or maybe b/c she's showing us how lacking we can be in showing our Lord honor? Her overt and very public display of reverence seems. . .excessive, emotional, shining a judgmental light on our own unwillingness or inability to express piety worthy of the Lord's love. I wonder if I could do what she did w/o any taint of irony in my heart. That I wonder such a thing speaks to decades of cultivating pride as a defense against appearing excessively religious to others. Thanks be to God that you and I have her witness to remind us that sometimes a display of affection can also be a plea for mercy.

 

 

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Forgive like your (eternal) life depends on it!

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24^th Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

OLR, NOLA

Lest we want to be handed “over to the torturers until [we] should pay back [our] whole debt,” we must acquire the good habit of forgiving others. But before we can acquire the virtue of forgiving others, we need to understand what it is to forgive. From Jesus we learn that forgiving another his sin against me is something like “settling accounts” with someone who owes me a debt. There are two ways for this debt to be settled: first, I am repaid, “made whole” and no longer lacking what I loaned; second, I forgive the debt; I waive the obligation for repayment and count the loan a gift. The Master in Jesus' parable decides to settle his accounts, to bring his books into balance. He calls in all the loans he's made. One servant can't repay him, so the Master orders him and his whole family sold to repay what he owes. The servant pleas for mercy, and the Master – moved by compassion – forgives the servant's debt. So what happened here? The money he owes doesn't magically reappear on the Master's books. The Master is still out the amount of the loan. Financially, the Master has not been “made whole.” But spiritually, he has quite possibly gained a kingdom. To forgive is to treat another's sin against you as a gift to the sinner.

Of course, this sounds like an absurd practice! You're telling me that when someone sins against me I'm supposed to take that debt and return it to the sinner as a gift from me?! Yup. That's what Jesus is saying. But be patient. This absurd practice looks less absurd when you consider the alternatives. What else could I do here? I could incur my own debt by sinning against the sinner. Eye for an eye. Tit for tat. You sin against me, so I sin against you. Now we have two sinners instead of one. How is that a good thing. . .especially for me? I've allowed you to lead me into sin. I could hold your sin against me in the depths of my heart and nurture a grudge in silence, allowing your sin to fester and rot, poisoning my whole being. While you go about your merry way, I live with the carcass of your sin fouling me, body and soul. Well, that's obviously not an attractive option. Or, I could take your sin against me and turn it into a gift, handing it back to you in mercy, thus freeing us both from the prison of spiritual death. In other words, I could for-give you. I could fore-go, surrender my need, my desire for repayment or punishment. “I say to you, [forgive] not seven times but seventy-seven times.”

Do you find this to be a difficult command to follow? Why is it so hard for you to turn a debt owed to you into a gift for your debtor? Maybe you believe that forgiving the sinner is the same as approving of a sin. If I forgive him for cheating on me, I'm saying it's OK to cheat on me. Wrong. Only debts and sins can be forgiven. By forgiving him, you are clearly saying that his cheating is a sin. Maybe you believe that forgiving the sinner increases the chances of her sinning again. Forgiveness makes sin easy to repeat. Wrong again. Each act of forgiveness is a sacred gift, a gift that builds virtue and destroys vice in the forgiver and the forgiven. Maybe you just like to nurture the hurt of being sinned against. You believe that nurturing the offense rather than forgiving it gives you some sort of power over the one who sinned against you. Wrong. Again. All this does is guarantee that when it comes time to measure you your heart will be too small to measure, too shrunken and shriveled to register. That's no way to ask the Father to admit you into the Wedding Feast of Heaven.

But we can't pretend that this command is easy to follow. Jesus knows this too. That's why he adds some incentive to mix: “. . .unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart, [you will be] handed. . .over to the torturers until [you] should pay back the whole debt.” If that's not enough incentive for you, consider this: we will pray the Our Father during this Mass. There we pray together “forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.” Think about what you are asking the Father to do here. You are praying, “Father, please forgive my sins against you in the same way that I forgive the sins of others.” How do you forgive others? Do you forgive others? It's vital that you know the answers b/c you're asking the Father to treat you in the exact same way! The measure you use to measure others will be used to measure you. May I suggest that you choose to measure others with compassion, gifting them with abundant mercy and love, foregoing whatever repayment or punishment you might desire, and reestablishing them as your brother and sister in Christ? You never know when the Father may show up to measure you!

 

 

 

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What's your measure?

23^rd Week OT (R)

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St Dominic Priory, NOLA

In an interview posted on Youtube, Eleonore Stump tells a story about her son calling to tell her that he wanted her to meet the woman he was going to marry. ES responded, “Tell me about her. What does she do? What is she like? What are her goals?” He answered her questions and ES says, “I can't wait to meet her.” We can easily imagine ES seeing the young woman's picture. Talking to her on the phone. And learning everything she can about her future daughter-in-law from her son. ES points out – in the interview – that she knew a lot about the woman before they met. But she didn't love her future DIL until they actually met. ES's point is that “knowing about a person” and “meeting a person” are two radically different sorts of knowing. Apply this distinction to God, as Paul does: “If anyone supposes he knows something, he does not yet know as he ought to know. But if one loves God, one is known by him.” As philosophers, theologians, and preachers, we know a lot about God. We have Scripture, the Tradition, reason, created things – all ways of knowing about God. But none of these will – on its own – bring us to love God. Or to be known by God. To love God and be known by Him, we have to meet Him. As JPII, BXVI, and Francis have said over and over again – our faith is rooted in a personal encounter with God through Christ. A person-to-person meeting that allows us to know God not just know about God. How can such a meeting come about? Jesus tells us that radical dispossession is one way – not just giving up things but giving up Self in the service of others. I don't have to tell you all how difficult this is. The air we breathe is saturated with entitlement, the need for recognition; the promises of power and control; and the constant narcissism of striving for Me, My, and Mine. But the litany of apparent absurdities we read this morning from Luke are designed to diminish the Self in the service of loving God and being known by Him. Love your enemies. Offer the other cheek when struck. Give twice what is necessary. Lend w/o expecting repayment. Stop judging. Give gifts. Forgive. The measure we use to measure others will be used to measure us. So, what's my measure? My Self and My Needs? Or, my God-given desire to love God and to be known by Him?

 

 

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Me vs. Me; You vs. You

23^rd Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St. Bubba's, Turkey Neck, LA*

A spirit of rage and hatred has possessed the land and her people. Portland, Seattle, Milwaukee, Kenosha, D.C. We see it almost every day – screaming, fighting, burning, violence against the innocent; destruction of property; the nearly mindless worship of wrath and vengeance in the streets. Reason and the rule of law seem a distant thing, something that held true long ago and far away. But no more. Those charged with keeping order and protecting the innocent stand by and watch, solemnly chanting the litany of progress and praying that they will be last in line for the guillotine. Even some in the Church have become drunk on the spirit of chaos, deposing the Lord in their hearts for the fleeting but exciting dictatorship of self-righteous finger-pointing, aligning themselves with the words and deeds of those who hate us. When these disordered passions finally burn out, when the consequences of these sins smack us hard in the face, the Church's hangover is going to be staggering. The nation's hangover may very well be fatal. Christ is victorious. . .in the end. But – right now – the battle must be hard fought in the hearts and minds of those who love him. “Love does no evil to the neighbor; hence, love is the fulfillment of the law.”

When we talk about battles we talk about friends and enemies, allies and opponents. Who's with us? Who's against us? There are those who hate us b/c we belong to Christ. They may call themselves our enemies. They may work against the Gospel. They may persecute us or try to recruit us. But we have no enemies in this world. Christ died once for all. This makes every man, woman, and child who lives or will ever live the object of our charity. We have no enemies b/c there is no one we will not try to save. Does this mean that we are obligated to show our bellies to those who hate us? No. That we can't defend ourselves if attacked? No. Does it mean we must welcome them and their unrepentant spirits of rebellion and destruction into the Church as guests? No. Nothing in the Gospel requires us to play the fool in the face of overwhelming even violent opposition. What the Gospel requires is that we do not see those who hate us as our enemies. We show them Christ. Christ in us. Christ in them. And we love b/c love is the fulfillment of the Law. The battle we are fighting isn't Us vs. Them. It's Me vs. Me. It's You vs. You.

Make no mistake. The Devil wants us to think that They are attacking Us, and We have to defend Ourselves in kind. They punch. We punch back twice as hard. And in punching back twice as hard We grow just that much closer to becoming Them. If the Devil can keep us focused on political events, politicians, court battles, elections, and convince us that our lives depend on getting the right people in office to defend us, then he can convince us that our salvation is to be found in the princes of this world. He can get us to ignore the spiritual battles that rage in the hearts and minds of every Christian and lay our faith and hope at the feet of a political party or a candidate or a platform. He can con us into thinking that we can only do Good by voting well. This time the right governor, Senator, President will bring us glory and vanquish evil. It's a lie. Yes, we must participate in civil society and promote the Common Good. But the battle that matters in the Long Run is the battle you and I are waging against ourselves. Who is my King? Who rules my heart and mind? Who died for me on the Cross? Who am I vowed to make manifest in my body, in my flesh and blood? Who do I love more than my political ideology, my sexual preference, my race, my sex, my class? Who sits at the center of my being. . .?

If you cannot answer those question with a resounding “Christ!” then the battle – for you – is lost already. You might ask yourself: how did I lose? Was I too much with the world and not enough with Christ? Maybe I identified Christ too closely with some secular ideology or politician. Maybe I worked hard on “doing justice” and not enough on “being just.” Perhaps I thought those who opposed my political preferences were my spiritual enemies, and I fought them until I became them. I didn't love sacrificially. I didn't love mercifully. I didn't love at all. I opposed, confronted, and rebuked. But I didn't pray, fast, or sacrifice. I argued, rebutted, and campaigned. But I didn't bear witness, proclaim the Gospel, or forgive. I didn't see – in time – that we are spiritually sick, spiritually wounded. . .and I just made us sicker; I poured my salt on our wound. I fought, but did I love? The victory belongs to Christ and to those who love him. Your real enemy is you tempted to abandon Christ and embrace the world.

*This is my imaginary parish where I preach when a deacon is preaching at the real parish

 

 

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Preaching in the Deep

 

St. Gregory the Great

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, O

St. Dominic Priory, NOLA

You won't catch a fish big enough to brag about in a pond. A fish worthy of boasting about has to be caught in deeper water. But deeper water comes with a number of hazards – bigger waves, bigger storms, better chance of getting lost, and less chance of getting rescued. Those are the chances you take to enter the world of Big Fish Boasting! What if we take Jesus to be talking about preaching instead of fishing? What does it mean then to “go out into the deep”? Well, if we think of preaching as a pond-side afternoon of dropping a hook and taking a nap – as a hobby, or something to do when we feel like doing nothing –, then “going out into the deep” has to be that sort of preaching that demands planning, preparation, research; a willingness to challenge and be challenged; a deeply seeded desire for adventure; and an openness to the possibility of both getting lost and catching your White Whale. Preaching in the deep like fishing in the deep not only increases the odds of catching more and bigger fish, it also intensifies the thrill of the chase and hones the preacher's skills.

That's the good stuff. What about the dangers of preaching in the deep? Well, you will ride bigger waves – higher highs and lower lows; more turbulence, opposition. You will confront bigger storms – louder noise, frightening headwinds; risk lightening strikes and the threat of going overboard. The chances of getting lost are greater the further out you go, the further away you travel from a safe port, a safe pulpit. And all these combine to make it harder and harder for you to be found and rescued from your apparent folly. Even so, to fill your boat to the point of sinking must be worth the risk. It's what we signed for. As Dominican preachers we didn't sign up to be amateur fishermen napping the afternoon away by the side of a pond. We signed up as pros to compete in the international Deep Water Championship. When the Lord says, “Go out into the deep,” we know he means for us to bring everything we have and everything we are to the sport and ready ourselves for whatever hazards we encounter and whatever rewards we reap. All the fish – big and small – belong to him. So do the fishermen. So, as we prepare for our next trip out, hear him one more time, “Do not be afraid.”

 

 

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Beware False Christs

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22^nd Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

OLR, NOLA

Oh, how quickly the mighty fall! Just last week, Jesus crowned Peter “the Rock,” giving him the keys to the Kingdom; making him the Royal Steward, the foundation stone of the Church. Tonight, we hear Jesus call that same Peter “Satan,” accusing him of betrayal and scandal; putting Peter firmly behind him, clearing the way to his cross in Jerusalem. What happened? What happened to Simon Peter's rock-like faith in Christ? He'd suffered no significant losses in the meantime. He'd had no major existential crises; no tragedies of epic proportions. As far as we know, he'd followed along behind Jesus all this time, happily listening to his Master, taking it all in and just being a faithful disciple. Then the Lord shows his students that “he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly [. . .] and be killed and on the third day be raised.” How does Peter's rock-like faith prompt him to respond? Does he leap for joy, knowing that our salvation is at hand? Does he pack his bags, ready to follow Christ to the Cross? No. Instead, he rebukes Jesus, saying, “God forbid, Lord! No such thing shall ever happen to you.” Peter's faith meets Peter's fear in battle, and fear wins. 

 

Consider: Peter is first among the disciples. Destined to be the first pope, the first Vicar of Christ on earth. He's set among the other disciples as the one to whom the Father revealed Jesus' identity and mission as the Messiah. The Lord's revelation that he must go to Jerusalem and die for the sins of the world must've shocked Peter to his core. Peter's reaction to this news probably arises out of a genuine love for Jesus and a genuine love for his own skin. Following Christ means following Christ. To Jerusalem. To the Cross. To a sacrificial death. And, eventually, to a resurrection from the grave. But getting to the resurrection part entails suffering through the persecution, torture, and dying parts. Peter's rebuke is understandable from a merely human standpoint. But Jesus isn't seeing his mission and ministry from a merely human standpoint. He's seeing it from all eternity – the whole of the Father's plan for His people. From this view, Peter is an obstacle, a scandal for Christ. He's literally standing in the way, tempting Christ – as Satan did – to abandon his mission in favor of a fully-lived life on earth. Jesus stops this temptation in its tracks and teaches Peter and us how we must proceed: “Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me.” IOW, do as I do. 

 

All of our lives as Catholics we've heard the refrain “deny yourself, take up your cross, follow me.” We've turned the phrase “a cross to bear” into a pale platitude, meaning little more than “well, that's a terrible problem to have.” Got arthritis? Your cross to bear. Got unruly teens in the family? Your cross to bear. Got a bad financial situation? Your cross to bear. The cross Jesus bears along the streets of Jerusalem kills him. It is not only a heavy burden but an instrument of execution. And an instrument of salvation. Arthritis, unruly teens, and an empty checkbook can be heavy burdens, but they are not likely to kill you AND save others. The cross you bear is given to you to build up your faith muscles. To stretch your reliance on hope and tone your eagerness to love and love sacrificially. I can't tell you what your cross is. That knowledge comes with prayer and fasting. But I can tell you that your cross will be most unwelcome, painful, and – if you give God thanks for it – for you, a source of eternal joy. Peter rebukes Christ b/c Peter is scared. For Christ, he is afraid. He is also afraid for himself. No one wants to endure pain and suffering. But if we follow Christ, then the comforts of our middle-class, suburban, American Christianity stand in the way. Like Satan in the desert, this comedic version of the Gospel tempts us to hell.

The False Christs we see everyday attempt to lure us away from The Way, the only way. The False Christ of Legalism tells us that our salvation is found in following the rules. The False Christ of Emotionalism tells us that our salvation is found in feeling the right feelings. The False Christ of Scientism tell us that our salvation is found in “believing in science.” The False Christ of Princes tell us all we need do to be saved is support the right politician. We can add to the list the False Christs of More Money, Career, Prestige and Popularity, Wellness, Revolution, Race/Class/Gender, etc. What all the False Christs have in common is Christ w/o the Cross. Christ w/o sacrifice. Christ w/o Divine Love. Peter wants Christ w/o Jerusalem, w/o the Mount of Skulls. What Christ himself offers is the chance to redeem your life by following him in sacrificial love. That's hard. It's a narrow gate. A potentially bloody path. But it's The Way, the only way. Do not be deceived: Christ w/o the Cross is an obstacle, a scandal. It's the way to nothing at all.

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Cold, wet, and scared -- STAY AWAKE!

21^st Week OT (R)

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St Dominic Priory, NOLA

One of the symptoms of PTSD is persistent vigilance. Past trauma puts the body and soul on notice that at any moment something horrible can happen. Best to stay vigilant and prepared for anything. Over time the wear and tear of being constantly on alert can lead to psychosis and even heart failure. So, is Jesus asking us to risk mental instability and physical illness when he says, “Stay awake!”? No. Obviously not. But he is asking us to abide deeply and persistently in our faith. This means – at least – riding the storms of this world like unsinkable ships, confident that nothing can take us away from his love. The long pause btw the coming of the H.S. and Thursday, August 27, 2020 has been and is reason enough for some to give up waiting on his return, choosing instead to “eat and drink with drunkards” and beat the Lord's servants. And why not? If the Master isn't coming back anytime soon, why not abuse power; steal from the collection plate; step on others, climbing the church's career ladder; take advantage of the vulnerable sexually; indulge in a little extortion and blackmail; assist kings and princes in unraveling the moral fabric of the nation; or even work against the truth of the Gospel from the pulpit and altar? I mean, it's not like he's coming back anytime soon, right? Jesus says, “You do not know on which day your Lord will come.” I don't hear that as a threat or a promise. Just a statement of fact. We don't know. And knowing that we don't know is reason enough – or should be – to keep us faithful. To keep us riding these worldly storms. Cold, wet, scared; yes – but also absolutely confident that the last victory is his and ours.

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Are you Christ, a Son of the living God?

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21^st Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

OLR, NOLA

Christ asks us, “Who do [you] say that the Son of Man is?” Great question. The better question for us now though is, “Who does the Son of Man say that I am?” We have all confessed Christ Jesus as the Son of Man, the long-promised Messiah of the Prophets. But what have we – each one of us – what have we done with this profession of faith? Hearing your profession of faith and looking into the deep places of your life in holiness, Our Lord could answer any number of ways, saying, “You are an heir to the Kingdom.” Or “You are a lukewarm hanger-on.” Or “You never knew me.” Or “I don't know you.” Each of these answers has it own terrifying consequences. But we will be asked the question. From the throne of judgment on the Last Day, the Just Judge will call us forward and look into our faces. What will he see? Rebellion? Obedience? Pride? Humility? Wrath? Temperance? Will he see more of you than he sees of himself? Will he see your faith, hope, and love? Or will he see distrust, despair, and selfishness? On the Last Day, on your last day, who will the Lord say you are?

 

Simon Peter is established as the First Apostle. He's given the keys to heaven, made the steward of Christ, his vicar on earth. He's granted this authority by Christ b/c God has revealed to him that Jesus is the Messiah. Peter the Rock and the rock of his confession form the foundation of the Church and has remained the foundation of the Church for 2,020yrs. This same rock forms the foundation for your membership in this Church. You have professed that Jesus is the Christ, the Messiah. You have made this profession dozens and dozens of time, and you will make it again tonight. On the Last Day, your last day and mine, we will be asked again to profess the Lordship of Christ. Not by our words in that moment but by showing the Lord the lives we've lived until the last. What will he see? What will he hear? Will he see Philip Powell living his gifted life as Philip Powell? Or will he see me living his life, the Christ-life – imperfect but longing for holiness, striving for perfection? Will he see me loving, hoping, trusting, and forgiving; or, will he see me rebelling; running after acclaim; and seeking vengeance? Will he see the face of an unrepentant sinner; or the bright, shining face of his own reflection? If I will that Christ see his face reflected in my mine on the Last Day, I will build my life now on the rock of his Church – “[Lord,] you are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”

 

This confession of Jesus' Lordship is the first, necessary step in growing your life in holiness. We need his life in ours if we are to reflect his face on the Last Day. We can build virtuous lives on prudence, temperance, fortitude, and justice. We can improve everyday through good works for the poor, the marginalized, the outcast, and those who hate us. We can even become something like a secular saint by fighting for justice and peace in this world. What we can't do on these shaky foundations is become Christ with Christ. Without his divine life pulsing through ours our words and deeds may be virtuous. . .but they cannot be salvific. Without faith, hope, and love, all the other virtues are just good habits for living like a decent human being in the world. And maybe that's enough for you. It's been enough for many. But your goal, our goal is eternal life with Christ. Not just a moral life here on earth. With Simon Peter, the Rock of Christ's Church on earth, we join the saints' parade to holiness by declaring, believing, and putting into daily practice, “[Lord,] you are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”

The Psalmist gives us one way to go from there. Pray: “Lord, your love is eternal; do not forsake the work of your hands.” This isn't a plea to God. He will not and cannot forsake us. Love is His nature. What this is is a hard reminder to us not to forsake Him. We are the work of His hands. We are creations of His truth, beauty, and goodness. As such, we are granted the possibility of being His vicars, His stewards while we live. When we declare, believe, and enact Christ's Lordship in our lives, we, with Simon Peter, become his “stand in,” his understudy – a disciple. We become imperfect Christs for the salvation of the world. And everyday, every minute of everyday becomes a chance to learn, to grow, to be perfected in him. Everyday, every minute of everyday is a chance to polish his reflection on us so that the world sees him in us, through us. The more we reflect his face – even imperfectly – the brighter and clearer and more detailed his face in us becomes. On that Last Day then, we can stand before the judgment seat and show him his face in ours. And the Lord will look into the deeper places of who you are and say, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God!” Welcome to His wedding feast!

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Few are chosen

St. Bernard

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St. Dominic Priory, NOLA

It's part of our job as Preaching Friars is to make sure that as many people as possible hear Christ's invitation to join the Wedding Feast. It's SOP nowadays to think of this job as extensions of PC culture's obsession with diversity, inclusion, and tolerance. That's fine as far as it goes. Everyone is to be included in the invitation, w/o remainder. But the parable Jesus tells reveals that there are some less than PC elements to the invitation project. First, potential guests can refuse to attend. No big deal. Except that there are consequences for refusing. Second, the invitation can be ignored. Again, not such a big deal except for the consequences of doing so. Third, fed up with being rejected and ignored, the Lord sends us out to invite anyone who will listen. This gambit fills the banquet hall! But now we are confronted by the man improperly dressed. He accepts the invitation. Arrives at the feast. But does so unprepared. That is, he says he wants to be guest and shows up as a guest, but he doesn't bother to change his clothes. He doesn't bother to change his life. He wants all the benefits of being a guest but none of the responsibilities. He ends up bound and gagged and bounced on the street. 

 

Commenting on this tussle, the Lord, says, “Many are invited, but few are chosen.” This may make us squirm a bit. Our original mission as bearers of the invitation makes us uncomfortable with a guest getting bounced. And that bit about being “chosen” is more disturbing still. Who's chosen? And who does the choosing? Maybe we can take some comfort in the fact that those invited do the choosing. When the Lord's invitation to the Wedding Feast is made, received, and accepted, the guest knows that he/she will be attending a Wedding Feast. He/she has freely chosen then to prepare for the feast and show up properly dressed. When benefits flow, responsibilities accrue. Choosing to take on the latter means taking on the former. Fortunately for us, as Preaching Friars, our job is announcing the invitation. What we can't do is play bouncer or pretend to be the Lord. Nor can we pretend that there won't be those who reject or ignore the invite, or those who will accept and arrive unprepared. What we can do is attend to them and do everything we can to help them be better prepared when next invitation arrives.

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Observe what is right

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20^th Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

OLR, NOLA

The Lord warns His prophet, Isaiah, “Observe what is right, do what is just; for my salvation is about to come, my justice, about to be revealed.” It's odd that a promise of salvation and divine justice should sound so threatening. But it does. That phrase “observe what is right, do what is just” gives you the sense that salvation and justice are only available to the righteous, the just. And that is exactly what the Lord means. Only those who observe His commandments and live in His justice can receive the salvation He offers. This shouldn't surprise us. A closed jar cannot receive water. A locked door cannot welcome guests. A heart and mind that rejects the Lord and His mighty works cannot/will not receive His graces. And without those graces there is no salvation or justice. The Lord's warning to Isaiah is a call to repentance. It's a call to hear His revealing Word and see our final end. Not as abstract concepts floating high above us. . .but as real, concrete, everyday realities that form our thoughts, words, and deeds as we live and breathe. What is right and what is just in eyes of the Lord is the Law of Love, a law given human flesh in the divine person of Christ Jesus.

That Law of Love is being tested now more than ever in this country, in this city. You've watched the news. Protests, riots, cities on fire; racial hatred and violence; social and class division; political chaos and economic disruption. NOLA hit 100 murders on June 28^th. LA 157. NYC 227. Philly 247. At the end of July, Chicago hit 440 murders. All dramatic increases over last year. The pandemic is partly to blame. But so is the indoctrination of our young adults in Marxist ideology. And the demonization of law enforcement in the media. A long history of racism adds fuel to the fire. And the upcoming presidential election only gives the teetering situation a push toward total collapse. The solutions being offered for these crises will only make things worse. More racial discrimination to combat racial discrimination is a recipe for more resentment and violence. Defunding the police only hurts those not able to hire private security. Changes to election laws right before an election just look like partisan trickery and will delegitimize whoever is elected. How we understand and address these issues as citizens of the US must be rooted in who we are as heirs to the Kingdom. The Law of Love – given flesh and bone in Christ Jesus – must be our one and only anchor in this storm.

Part of the storm we face as Christians is the temptation to seek permanent solutions outside the Law of Love. Many look to systematic solutions that overturn our long-standing political institutions. Some look to messianic figures, usually politicians, to save us. Others dig around in decades-old, failed economic theories to find a way to justice. And a few just want to watch it all burn after they've set the fire. The temptation for us is to hitch our spiritual wagon to one or more these and give them credibility with our support. That's a quick way to lose sight of our ultimate end and find ourselves used and abused by the world. We are not called to establish justice on the earth. We are called to be just where we are planted. We are not called to force righteousness on the world. We are called to be righteous where we are. We are not called to legislate holiness but to be holy day in and day out. The Law of Love – given flesh and bone in the divine person of Christ Jesus – calls us to sacrifice for the Good of the Other. Not to sacrifice the Other for their own good. Self-righteousness as a political tactic is beyond dangerous; it's suicidal. And we are teetering on the brink.

What's a faithful Catholic to do? Remember who you are: heir to the Kingdom, a child of God; a priest, prophet, and king by baptism. You belong to Christ not to this world. Pray! With the poor mother of the demon-possessed daughter, cry out to God, “Have pity on [us], Lord, Son of David!” Pray we will not suffer the consequences of our sin. Fast and sacrifice. Pick a day and fast. Give that fasting over to the peace of the nation. Make your fasting holy by explicitly giving your denial to God for our good. Read the signs of the times. Stay away from gossip, disinformation, rumors, and lies. Resist the temptation to fall into conspiracy theories and strange plots. You are a rational animal. Use your reason to seek the true, the good, and the beautiful. We are not herd animals like cattle or sheep. Resist the urge to panic and flail about. Lead with your faith in Christ Jesus; don't follow blindly with a need to belong. And finally, attend to your most intimate relationship – your relationship with Christ. That bond needs food and water; exercise and sunshine. Observe what is right, do what is just. Attend to the sacraments and bear witness to his mercy. Live the Law of Love.

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To be a child

18^th Week OT (T)

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St Dominic Priory, NOLA

What is it to be like a child? More specifically, what is it to be “a little one”? We might think Christ is talking about innocence here. Purity of heart. Minds unfazed by adult obligations. Spontaneous, playful. Or, maybe he's saying we need to be blissfully ignorant and demanding. Centered squarely on self – my needs. Probably not. Given the context of this passage, it's more likely that Christ is telling us to remain firmly centered in our dependent relationship with the Father; that is, to remain humble. It's one thing to be dependent and quite another to acknowledge this dependence and rely on it. We can easily betray the humility necessary for salvation by making idols of our plans, schedules, goals, and programs. That is, pretty much anything that reaches out to grab control of Divine Providence with merely human effort. Little Ones are taken care of. Little Ones are protected. The Little One who declares his independence from God and wanders off usually ends up lost or in the belly of a wolf. Christ will come looking for his lost sheep. But the lost must want to be found.

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Test your faith not the Lord

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19^th Sunday OT

Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP

St Anthony/OLR, NOLA

Peter doubts, and Jesus calls him out. With living, breathing evidence right in front of him, evidence that Jesus is the Christ long-promised by the Prophets, Peter doubts. His courage wavers, and he panics, crying out to his Lord for rescue. We can't fault Peter for his moment of weakness. We've all had them. We've all faced people and events that rock the foundations of our faith. Why does Peter doubt? B/c he's human. Like us, he's imperfect; he's frail and afraid in a storm that could kill him. With Christ only inches away, literally, just right there, he does what any of us would do: he cries out for rescue; his desire to live betraying his faith. Jesus saves him. Of course. And he will save us as well when we panic and cry out. We don't know how Peter explains his doubt. His answer, if he gave one, isn't recorded in the Gospels. Not knowing his answer, we are free to ask and answer ourselves: why do I doubt? Why do I fail to trust in the Lord's love and mercy? Why, when people and events shake my world, do I panic and allow myself to sink close to despair? “Take courage, it is I [says the Lord]; do not be afraid.”

We can't help but notice that the Lord connects doubt and fear. Trusting in God's providence is second nature when everything is moving along smoothly; that is, when our lives are unfolding the way we want them to. It's when the comfortable predictability of daily living becomes uncomfortable and unpredictable that we begin to nurture fear. Reaching out in panic to control people and events, we flop around trying to steer our sinking ship; desperately bailing water; and cursing the wind. This is when fear grows. Fear of loss. Fear of injury. Fear of change, of letting go, and maybe even death. This instability, this uncertainty leads us to think and feel that maybe just maybe God isn't watching. He doesn't care. He's not going to help. Maybe I'm being punished. Maybe I'm being taught a lesson. Maybe just maybe there is no God at all. And that's its own terrible fear. At this point, we can continue to flail about, grasping for control; or, we can surrender to God's providence and give Him thanks for the blessings we've received. One reaction feeds fear and doubt. The other builds courage and strengthens faith. Trust is a habit. It take time, patience, and practice. You have to see it at work over and over again. But you will never see it at work if you never put it to work. Surrender and let God take control.

Peter says, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.” Jesus replies, “Come.” And Peter is able to walk on the water! Peter's faith in Jesus seems unassailable. But notice something: Peter puts the Lord to the test. IF it is you, command me. IF you are there, Lord, heal me. IF you care, Lord, help me. IF you are who you say you are, Lord, do as I ask. Is that faith? Is that trust? No, it isn't. We know this b/c what happens next tells us that Peter isn't believing; he isn't trusting or faithful. A heavy wind threatens to sink him, and he panics. His request to Jesus is rooted in doubt. IF. IF it is you. Rather than test his faith, Peter tests the Lord. And fails his own test. But, again, we can sympathize with Peter. We understand the need to be in charge, to be the captain of our own boat. We know what it is to feel helpless when we can't choose our own direction or pick our preferred route. It's maddening – giving someone else control of our lives. What if they take me where I don't want to go? What if they get lost or leave me abandoned? What if, what if, what if. . .as if our own grasping at self-determination can give us peace.

Our only source of peace is the peace of Christ. The peace that comes with surrendering ourselves to being made perfect in him. Surrendering attachments – the parasites of this world that leech on our good will and intellect. Surrendering anger, vengeance, jealousy, disappointment, the lust for power and control. Surrendering our desire to become god w/o God – our pride, our arrogance, our entitlement. Surrendering our favorite sins – gossip, fornication, lying, theft, cynicism. Surrendering our habit of worshiping false gods – money, celebrities, politicians, athletes, popularity, and our tribe. Peace – the peace of Christ – comes with ridding ourselves of everything that is not Christ. Emptying ourselves of anything that doesn't honor Divine Love. Anything that doesn't help us to be preachers and teachers of the Word. Anything that stands in the way of our growing in holiness. Peter doesn't recognize Christ on the water, so he dares to test his Lord. Dispose of whatever it is that prevents you from recognizing Christ in your storm. Nothing else and no one else can or will save you when the water gets rough. Courage is being afraid and trusting in Christ to spite your fear. Courage is a heart swollen in faith.

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