26th
Sunday OT
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
OLR, NOLA
Fr. Philip Neri Powell, OP
OLR, NOLA
So, you're in line before the Pearly Gates, and who do you see in front of you but the crooked IRS agent who audited your taxes and ruined you financially. And the infamous D.C. Drug Dealer who kept a client list and caused the downfall of several prominent politicians and televangelists. That abortionist who bragged on TV about performing more than 300,000 abortions in his lifetime. Imagine these folks ahead of you in line and think about how they might have gotten where they are. A tax collector, a drug dealer, a serial killer. We could add several others: the guy who intentionally spreads his venereal disease; the greedy bankers and portfolio managers who helped cause the 2008 economic disaster; political leaders in countries all over the world who deprive their fellow citizens of their human rights through corruption and murder. . .the list could go on, and so the line into heaven could get longer and longer. But the question here is: seeing these people ahead of you in line, you have to wonder, how did they get here? Such profoundly evil people in line to heaven. . .how?
The
quick and easy answer, of course, is God’s grace. But that’s not
much of an answer because no one is in that line without God’s
grace. What does it mean for a serial killer or a greedy banker to
experience God’s grace, repent of his sin, and find himself in a
line to heaven? Remember our question from last week: are
you envious of God’s generosity?
Man’s capacity to receive God’s grace is not limitless. However,
there is no limit to God’s generosity. Limitless grace poured into
a limited vessel means one thing: overflow; assuming, of course, that
the vessel is indeed filled. But for a sinner to be filled requires a
certain awareness that he/she is empty in the first place. IOW, a
sinner must acknowledge his/her sin as sin first.
Is
this the point that Jesus is making about the son who refuses to work
but then repents and does as he is asked to do. Having refused to
work, the son is ripe with disobedience, rigid with refusal and
dissent. Being so far from his father’s will, he is keenly aware of
being lost. That despair drives him back to his father’s will and
saves him. The other son, accepting his father’s will, eagerly
agrees to work but fails to follow through. His disobedience is
compounded by deceit. Believing himself to be filled with his
father’s will, he is not “empty enough” to repent. He coasts,
if you will, on his initial good will, believing that this is
sufficient to save him from his father’s wrath.
How
do serial killers, corrupt politicians, prostitutes end up in heaven
with you, the righteous son or daughter? If they end up there, they
do so first because being outside the Father’s will hurts too much
to ignore. How long can a creature turn from its Creator and not feel
the yawning emptiness of His absence? To
be created is to have purpose.
We are Purpose given flesh and spirit. You cannot NOT be what you
were made to be for very long and fail to feel the corruption of your
refusal. To repent of your refusal is like a tremendous rebound, the
further you stretch away from God’s will, the harder, the faster,
the tighter the comeback! A glorious SNAP! right back into the will
of the Father.
Standing
there in the heavenly line with the other former sinners – all of
those who recognized the emptiness of their disobedience and repented
– you can look around you and see some of the infamous wretches of
history. If they are there with you, you are all there because you
figured out that you are limited vessels, overflowing with the
limitless graces of a loving God. The ones you are not likely to see
standing in line are those who believed to the end that they were
vessels once filled,
always filled, and
needing nothing more from God than His push for their own one-time
yes, they pursue other, smaller desires. Having taken a sip of His
grace, they believe their thirst is quenched and drink no more. Is
that one little sip enough to keep them going for all eternity? I
doubt it. We come back to the Father again and again, sometimes in
joy, sometimes in tears, but always knowing that when we surrender
ourselves and our sins to His mercy, we will be made new again. That
newness – each and every time – pushes us out into the world to
bear witness to the reality that any sinner and all sinners can
receive the Father's mercy . . .if
they first acknowledge their sins and turn to His will.
It does no one any good to pretend that sin isn't sin. Or that God
loves sinners despite their sin. Of course He does! He is Love, Love
is who and what God is. That's not a serious question. The question
is not: does God love the sinner? (Yes, He does!). The question is:
which does the sinner love more – his/her sin or God? Our Father
loves us so much that He wills that we choose, and He will honor our
choice: eternal life with Him. Or eternal life w/o Him. If we choose
eternal life with Him, the first step is to confess our disobedience
and welcome Him into our lives with open hearts, open arms, and open
minds. Then. . .our joy is complete.
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